GOD.

I think I just did the stupidest thing EVER.

I didn't plan my time well.

And you know what?

I think I'm about to fail English.

Don't ask why. I'm just dissapointed now.

Oh, I forgot to mention this.

Mr. Chew is so cool.

:)

Hey!

It is now 6.46pm and I just got back home from school! There was a CME test today at 3pm till 4pm. Most of the questions require common sense. I think ALL of us can pass CME very easily unless you haven't got the common sense.

That's done. After that, I went to study with Supanuth and Pei Zhen. Actually, I idn't arrange with them for the study group. I saw them at the benches while I was walking to the detention area and I studied together with them. Supanuth scored 30/30 for logarithm & coordinate geometry seh! *envy*

Haha. Anyway, we studied a-maths and chemistry. Hahas.. quite ok lah hor. Supanuth can apply to be teacher liaos. =P

Then, I planning to study the formats for the letter-writing and hopefully, I can pass my english. =X I'm so scared! Hahas.

Ok lah, I go liaoo. Byess!

Bleh.

Yesterday, I stayed up till 1am in the morning. I played PT with Ivan. My PC screwed up while I was playing the game and I had to restart. When I was back online in the game, Ivan was already gone from the training ground. I PMed him and received no answer. So I logged off and called it a day.

Slept till noon. When I woke up, I was really cranky and tired. Thank god, Mom already prepared breakfast so nyah. =P

Later in the afternoon, I studied History for 2 hours. Then, I took a rest before continuing to study for Geography for about 2 hours also! Geography is so tough! I dislike it sometimes.. especially human geography. I don't like human geography. I like physical geography better. =P The weightage for Geography so damn heavy lor. . . haiz.. I hope I can get full marks for my map-reading and MCQs for the mid-year so can cover up my structure questions. =X

So now, doing nothing. 1o minutes ago, I had to group the History project's names into colums. Wa liao eh.. so sian lor. Divide by columns.. and columns. Some more ar.. I have to chase after those who haven't given me their project yet. =| So suay lor. But never mind lah. It's my responsibility.. hehe. So cannot complain!

Ok lah. I'm gonna continue doing the group lists. After that, I'm gonna catch some TV and off to sleep since I've got tuition early in the morning tomorrow. =P

Goodnight!!

Hey!

It's been awhile since I last updated the journal. I've been quite busy. Mid-years are around the corner. 8 days left to be exact. Anyway, I really am very worried about my mid-years. The thing that worries me would be double maths and Physics. These three subjects are those I really majorly suck at.

What's happening to me? I used to be SO DAMN interested in Physics. And yes, I started learning Physics when I was in Sec-2 with a neighbour of mine who's taking Pure physic. But now, I'm beginning to dislike it. It isn't the teacher. It's the subject, I know. And I'm very sure Biology isn't for me. I hate Biology with a passion. I'm just so NOT interested in it at all. Now.. I just hope I will get back that spark of interest in Physics back then in Sec-2.

Anyway, Ms. Picca came back today from her course. She will scold the whole class once she learnt of our behaviours (rudy, lols. And refusing to do assignments.) the past few days she was absent. =X Today was journal writing. Junwei wrote about how he missed Ms. Picca and all that lame jazz. . . lolss. For me, I wrote about the coming mid-year exams and how I felt about it, the speech day preview I attended on Thursday for the fun of it.

During Maths lesson, there was a Kinematic test. Hahas.. supposedly a surprise test but Mdm. Ho leaked it out to my friend whom in turn leaked it out to the whole class. Lolss. So not really a surprise bah.. I got a 7/10 for it.. I could have gotten 10 if it wasn't for my careless mistake in analzying the question. Haiz.. never mind lah. At least, I pass. Haha. Then when Mdm. Ho was marking the scripts, she screamed at Jerry. I assume it's the test she was making a din about. Haiz.. jerry so poor thing lerr. =X

Ok ok .. I think that's enough of an update. Byee!!

Har-har.

Know what? I think I found a chat buddy in real life. Andrew's so fucking amazing and fun to talk to. We have so many things to talk about from A to Z, including M for that matter.

Anyway, today quite suay lah. I felt so sleepy.. didn't had a good night rest the night before and was sleeping during recess time.. good thing my friend woke me up 'cos Ho Sam Hong was in the class liao.. if my friend didn't wake me up, I sure die one lor. Kana nag by her der..

We learned a new chapter today for e-maths.. congruency triangles. Hehe.. quite easy bah. Just common sense and a bit of explanation can get you 2 marks full liao.. little but the weightage for the mid-year I think is about 3-6 questions.. forgot liao lerr..

Today the luck for the boys suay lor.. haha.. cos the impromptu speech starts today for the boys.. luckily, all muslim boys were released early.. hehes.. *phew*

Anyway.. I think I want go play some game.. then sleep liao

Nite'z!

There's a MSN chain virus going around. Be careful what links you click on. Suspicious links with your email address at the end of the URL or with odd string numbers are usually "virus-friendly" if you catch the drift. ;)

Anyway, today was bad. I screwed up my Maths test, I think.

I'm just so afraid of the GCE Os. I just want to get into a good JC and hopefully, get into university. I know I stand little chance of getting into a University but I'll try my best.

I give up on Maths.

Really.

Bleh.

I'm so pissed off. Today wasn't my day.

Bye.. :(

Hi everyone!

I had a good day @ school today! ^^

Maths was a bit boring but nevertheless, two periods went fast as usual. I got back my Social Studies results today and guess what ... I thought I would fail the paper but I didn't and I'm so glad I didn't, anyway. I got 21/25 for the test.. altogether, it'll be an easy task for me to get an A1/A2 for History/Social Studies. Not too shabby but better than a B3.

I'm sososo happy, oh-oh-oh! xP

There was the impromtu NPPA today. Haha, I wanted to volunteer myself but I didn't 'cos Ms. Picca said there won't be any extra 1 mark for those who volunteer themselves anymore so.. :P

The girls faired well. Most of them. Some stuttered. Some went speechless. God knows what'll happen to me when it's my turn.

*phew*

After school, I had to replace my duty for Tuesday, 'cos I swopped my duty with a friend. I wouldn't have agreed to the swop if I wasn't called back for an appointment with the doctor. So tired... hahas, really. Tired like phark.. I reached home at around 4.45pm, I think. I didn't really take any notice of the time anyway. Hahas..

Haiz.. I'm so scared lah. I'm so afraid that I'll fail double Maths. Or worse, double science. I don't really give a damn about Maths anymore. It doesn't matter if I get a C6 or B3. What matters is my double science results. I need GOOD science results so that I can get to apply for Medicines/Anaesthetics later in college or university (If I ever get into one anyway) and of course, good English results lah.

The weightage for combined humanities is heavy. O_O LoLs.. I hope I'll have enough time to study for the combined humaninities. zzZzz..

Ok lah, I've to go now. Byeess!

Yes, I'm sleepy.

And I owe myself a journal entry for 12th April. But guess what?

:)

I'll do that tomorrow on the 13th. So meh.

G'nite.

I felt dissapointed today but I'm good now.

I got a pathetic 23/40 for my e-maths common test. I really could have given it a much better score if there wasn't much careless mistakes. My mistakes revolves around carelessness not a matter of, "I dunno how to do this." I was very close to giving up on Maths but I told myself, "When have I not give up to improve on my Maths?" and somehow, it urged me to continue improving my Maths and understanding the concepts much better than before.

And I got a pathetic 7.5/25 for my Physics. I don't really give a damn about Physics but it kinda.. makes me feel dissapointed, too. Oh well, I guess I'll have to start working hard for my subjects. And when I mean really "working hard", SUPERB hard. Hahas.

Also, I'm pissed off at Andrew, Pok Quen and Fan Ye. And yes, I have my reasons. If you're reading this, don't bother asking me what pissed me off. You just triggered my bad side. One of you is already in my bad books.

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Aside from that, today was funny seh.

PE lesson they all kana run 3 full rounds to train them for the actual NAFA test tomorrow. So poor thing seh. I also need to do when my hand okay liao.. bluekk.

During Physic lesson, Junwei and Andrew kept talking about masturbation.. LOLS.. then keep asking me if I got masturbate. They bugged me until I said, "Yah.. yah." (Obviously, it wasn't the truth.) Then shared stories of masturbation with Shakina.. lmao.. Shakina's story was so funny. She said something about her little brother lah who had his hands under his pants. When she asked her brother what he's doing, he implied with, "It's itching. Give me some Mopiko, please?"

LOL.

I laughed like siao lor. Hahas.. really lor, my face turned boiling red. Hahas.. O_O

Then Mrs. Heng today never come.. hooray and waaah.. lols. Cos I really eager to know my History marks liao.. if this one fail ar, I'm confirmed that I'll be so 'uffin dissapointed.

Haiz.. Sec 3 life so stress leh. I wished I was back in Sec 2.. lesser stress, better understanding also lor. Lols.. O_o

Ok lah, I got to go.

bye!!

I am intending to drop out of the pure science stream and get myself a place in E5. But I keep asking myself, why the hell did I work so hard in last year's end-of-year exams only to crush my dreams of going into the pure science stream?

I don't know but I just feel like I'm not able to catch up on my work. I have no problems getting a just pass for both sciences but that's not what I want. I want to get a B3 or an A2 but I just can't. What the hell?

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Anyway, today @ school is okay laah. Chemistry was a bit fun.. yeah, yeah, I'm contradicting myself but I understood today's lessons, so nyah. Hahas.. then I give SANA donation ticket only a pathetic $8 lols.. I had to beg for the money you know.. waah.. shags seh. Then ms. picca was like.. " ... -.-"

Lols.. funny sia.

Er.. what else ar? Then during chemistry, mr. lai scolded us lor.. hahas.. cos keep making noises but he joke joke later after scolding us hahas.. he very funny sia. Keep teasing Daniel lols.. what type of teacher is that.. Erm... then during Maths lesson, Mdm ho never come. Actually we all know she not coming liao cos she got a course hahas but we were given a mini test lor.. quite easy bah. I haven't finish the paper 2 yet so must finish by today. zZzz

I also got physics homework seh. So lan.. -.-

Then ermz.. the stupid junwei go make rumours about me and someone lah.. from my class also but I got pissed off when I knew about it lor. Like really want to strangle his neck sia.

Ok lah.. I'll made it clear to everyone:
I'm single and planning to stay that way until I graduate from college, kkaes?? Lols.. so if got rumours, all untrue one. zZzz

Okie.. I'm gonna play a game.. then off to do homework. Hahas.. ZzZzz

Byes!!

Oh, one more thing.

This may be old news though. Haha.

I may not be a Catholic but I respected that man. He had done many incredible things for the world.

Rest in peace, Karol Wojtyla.

What is SO uffing great about smoking? Noooooooooooooo. It isn't great at all. I'm really being serious this time. All along, I haven't been serious at all. It's their life anyway. How's it gonna affect me if they are gonna smoke? Not that I really care.

But this time, the strings just... snapped.

See. Don't come whining to me how bad the counseling session was or how bad your life was. I'm not a great listener neither am I your confider. I'm really not a person you should come in contact with when you wanna blurt out your girly secrets.

Gambling, rioting, smoking, committing school offences... blah, blah, blah. Typical teenagers.

Get it done and over with already. It's BORING to see the same drama being played over and over again. Har-har-har. I laugh at your stupidity.

So much for brothercode/brotherhood/sistercode/sisterhood. BULL.

Get a knife, look at your reflection for the last time, and slit your throat. Die.

The rant wasn't intended for anyone in particular.

:)

Dont take offence. I am just in a . . .

*bad mood*.

Ah well, I'll get over it. Because really, I'm fed up with school and the bunch of ee-diots.

Haha, Ms. Picca's right. :) Ee-diots.

:D

Why am I feeling so moody nowadays?

I am already upset as I already am over certain personal matters- one of which regarding a friend and the other my hand.

I'm utterly upset over a friend's actions. I always was 2 years ago. Some of my friends might know who he is. He was a backstabber, a liar and a complete bastard. I'm just upset over him as a whole. But this year has been quite good for both of us. I've began to talk to him a little bit but I just can't forget what damage he had done. Not only that, there are other issues that I have yet to trash it out with him and these issues shall remain a secret for god knows how many years.

Bleh.

Another thing is my hand. I am very exhausted going to and fro from school to the hospital after school EVERY two days to get my wound changed. My wound was supposed to "heal back" within the first two week of physiotherapy session but you know what? It took me more than a month and it is still NOT healing. I am terribly upset. Just upset.

No big deal, right? Whatever.

I need a break.

Sorry if I've offended anyone @ school. I'm not myself lately. =(

Aside from that lengthy complaint (bla-bla-bla) . . .

I've still got a few more things to add. Today was alright. Maths is getting more and more difficult seh. Especially a-maths. I can handle e-maths quite well lah but certainly not A lolss... what else ar? Er... I guess I could say that geography was filled with laughter and a bit of "boredom".

History was a total blargh. (so much for being a SS/Hist rep hahas)

But I guess to sum up my day ar... it was 'quite' wonderful to a 'certain extent' (lols) . .

Oh and before I forget.

I think I screwed up my physics common test. :D

Sunday morning was boring.

That rhymed. It proves that I'm a great poet.

I really am, damnit.

Fine, I'll stop fooling around. Today was boring lor.. there were so many things to be done. Hahas... around noon, I had planned to watch a movie with Wayne (my neighbour) but we ended up abandoning the idea 'cos both of us had a lot of school work to be done. I'm done with my filing... I've got all the worksheets in but I'm not sure what the arrangement are. Hahas... so I'll borrow someone's file and look at the arrangement.

Damn, I still havent done my chemistry nppa! What to dooo, what to doooo. Blaahh. I've got the colour papers and research ready. I just need the pictures now lols =p

Ok lah. I can't update much today. I think I'm gonna sign off for today. Hahas... maybe I'll update before I go to sleep lorr. =P MAYBE hor. OK lahs.

Byebyeee.

Fuck.

Today was so SHAGGED. One, I missed my morning nap. Two, I had to wake up as early as 6 am to bath and eat my breakfast (which tasted awfulll by the way!! yuckkss). Three, I missed the first bus. Fourth, I slept in the bus and woke up halfway to my destination.

15 minutes later then reached the stadium. About 45 minutes later, heavy rain started to pour down and as such, the sports heat was delayed. Very song bo lor... zZzzz. Then the weather was so cold already without the rain... with rain, MORE cold. Felt like sleeping lor... hahas. Then good thing andrew got bring his iPod.. at least I can listen lar to release my boredom.

The rain stopped 2+ hours later? I think. I'm not sure lah cos I didn't really pay much attention to the time. Hahas... then sports heat finally started. It wasn't that bad but I have one word that fits the event very nicely:

BORING!!

Seriously.

Really really boring.

Then I see andrew, jw, ivan, kev, beng and hafiz play the poker card. Not gambling. A game about a queen, king, slut, commoner, asshole and shit. Hahas... so funny sia. Andrew became the slut.. lols.. then jw also. Then I pity Ivan sia.. always with the commoner card lmaoos

12 noon then the sports heat finish liao.. then went back home with pok quen and hidayat. I was planning to buy lunch @ McDonalds earlier but I didn't bring enough $$$$ hahas..

My day was like that lor.

Reach home liaos.. open comp.. download a game.. then I went to sleep. Hahas.. now then wake up.

zzz

Ok lah. Byeess!

:D

End of exams! YAY!!

Alright . . . here goes nothing.

Hopefully, I can pass all the common tests. I have a feeling that I'll get a decent pass for all subjects. Maths paper was today. It wasn't that bad... it was much easier than the textbooks and the TYS except for some questions that I wasn't certain of. You know what? I screwed up those questions that I couldn't answer. ;)

The celebration isn't suppose to be at this time. It is suppose to happen after the Sec3 final-year and the GCE "O" level papers. Looks like I'm gonna have a tough time for the remaining two years. . .

I'm planning to burn all my books after the GCE Os. ;D

Either that or donate them to the Sec 3 (2006 batch) or Sec 4 (2007 batch).

2006 and 2007 looks so weird. =/

=D

Alright, I'm gonna dress up and off I go to CGH for my physiotherapy session.

Bye~!