I planned to update the blog yesterday but I was tired.

I've been moody lately. Personal reasons, dont ask why. I bought two tubs of Swensen's Icecream and ate ONE entire tub within an hour. Pretty amazing huh? That's what I usually do when I'm unhappy or very moody. I eat. It makes me feel good, though I'm aware it's not healthy to eat too much. So I'm alright now. All happy and good! SEA Games has officially started. I'm going to make sure I watch them. I never get tired or bored watching sports competition. Well, aside from the boring football matches of course. Some time back, my sister and I watched a football match between Singapore and one other country I had forgot. One of the team player's name was PRECIOUS (which obviously means valuable and berharga in Malay). With that definition, we went on to the import-export business sector. lol. We kept arguing that PRECIOUS is an imported player who's well... precious to the Singapore team.

"Walao ridzwan! You racist sia!"

LOL. Whatever. *bursts out in laughter*

Haven't been a faithful blogger have I? I'm just hooked on a couple of stuffs online and offline. Been going out with my cousin time and again, because I felt like it and he's fun to be around with, and I go home quite late leaving me with no time to blog.

Tuition starts on December 4. *sighs* But I'll only be joining class in January. December is a time for me to relax. Peace out.

I read a news article a few days back in Sunday Straight Times about a man marrying a transgender man.



Jessie: Give our marriage a chance.

Why can't society be more open and be less adapted the conservative ways? Don't always follow the "book". Think for yourself for once.

Jessie was born as a male, but he was a woman in a male's body. She went through so many challenges to face up to her parents, and spent so much money on a reconstructive surgery to become a woman. They had a grand wedding, and if I remember correctly, it costs them RM1,000,000. And if you've read the article, the Malaysian goverment refused to recognize their union. I'm very dissapointed at this but I can understand the Malaysian's goverment stand due to religious reasons as well as social factors [such as, people not accepting other kind of sexuality and so on].

My opinion? Recognize their marriage! I admire this couple a lot. They got ridiculed time and again, but their marriage was never jeopardized by this. I doubt they read this, but I wish them a very happy marriage and all the best in getting the community to "give their marriage and Jessie Chung a chance."

If I can find the article in the Sunday Straights Time, I'll scan it in. It's a good read... well, to me anyway. *winks*

Never in my life have I fried an egg or cook something extremely delicious. The only things that I can cook are porridge and our favourite household instant noodle brand, Maggi. Damn straight! I'm not afraid to say that I'm a lousy cook. Even in F&N classes the last two years, I swear I get lousy grades for the cooking part. No joke. Even the teacher-in-charge had this kind of disgusted look on the face.

This morning, no one was at home. Nope, nobody. I woke up late. After bathing, I made my way to the kitchen and looked for food. Get this straight people - I'm a glutton and I'm very picky about my food. No food in the kitchen, nothing whatsoever. Only biscuits but that won't last me long. And so, being the very innovative, creative and silly me, I tried to fry an egg. The first attempt was embarassing. And so was the second attempt. Apparently, I didn't crack the egg properly, and the yolk was running down on my fingers and hands. Yuck! The third was pretty good. No dripping of the yolks or anything, but the worst part came in sooner than I expected. I didn't pay attention to the cooking stuffs, and well, you can guess what happened next. The egg went "black". Moral of the story? Geeks (me) don't really work well with Mrs. Kitchen.

Still hungry, still hungry! What to do?! Never mind. I'll call up McD. Got myself a nice, scrumptuous hotcakes. A rather boring, bland piece of breakfast but it'll last me till my parents get back.

Now if you've noticed the title, I wrote "Tech Day". Roughly around 11pm, I went online. Every month on the 24th, I will use up at least 6-8 hours to do a complete maintainance on my computer. First thing first, remove all unused programs and cleared the trash bin. Next thing I did was to scan for virus and spywares as well as trojans. I found about 15 spywares and a trojan with AVG antivirus. Then I did the second round of scan, only difference is that I used an online scanner (Housecall Trendmicro). Found two other trojans in my sister's PC account and removed it. Usually, for normal PC users, they'll end here. But I wanted to do this in one go and not waste any more of my time on other days. I pulled out all the plug-and-play item and defragged the computer. Plugged them back in and started to update all the drivers - drawing tablet, scanner, printer, sound and graphics. Then updated some softwares (browsers). Then I slotted in the new RAM I had bought recently and threw away one of the faulty RAMs. Still the same amount of RAM since I've used up all 5 RAM slots already. Next, I took out the case fan, used a compressed air can to blow away the dusts collected near the blades.

Time management for maintainance:
Spyware/Virus checks (x2) - 1 hour
Defragmentation - 4 hours
Driver Updates - 1h 30 minutes
Hardware Checks - 2h 30 minutes
Software Updates/Removal - 10 minutes.

Total Time Taken: 9 hours 10 minutes

Now my computer's performance is fantastic! hahaahaha! I'm going off now. Kal is on maintainance. :( *sighs* I want to play that stupid game! I'm so close to leveling up already and now they had to close it for a server maintainance. *lets out a big sigh*

Ah! Shit!

I lost one of the summaries for the English programme! Shitshitshit! I don't know where I kept it. I was working on the summary about two nights ago, and I swear I had put it nicely on my study table. But when I woke up this morning, it was gone. I wanted to ask if anyone in my family had misplace it somewhere else, but no one was home when I woke up this morning. They all left me alone and went out shopping! hmph. So I had to ransack my bedroom and my study room. Still, I haven't found it yet. Damn, I'm screwed. I wrote so much for that summary! And now I have to write it again? Damnit lah!

Ooh yeah! I heard from a couple of my NP non-dragonboaters friends that there might be a dragonboat competition this weekend. I'm planning to catch a glimpse of them. I do know of a dragonboater from NP but I'm too afraid to confirm with him the rumour. *laughs* Been a long time since I last caught a dragonboat race. The last race I saw was last year. And boy! It was great fun seeing them row using all their muscles, shouting, beating the drum and of course, my favourite, watching them jeer at the other teams! Hehehehe. The cheerleader girls shouting cheers (obviously) and the thought of seeing these gorgeous girls is heavenly!

There're going to be a lot of movies released in December! One of them I'm going to see would be Chicken Little. Hahaha! December is the best time of the year. Discounted prices the entire season (christmas! hehehe), new movies and of course, a new year ahead.


You guys enjoying the holiday? Hope so. :P *grins*

I'm back from my hiatus off the Internet. Pretty cool huh?

For the past couple of days, LIFE has been extremely stressful. Even though it's the holidays and I had already quoted, "The holidays are a time to unbridle oneself from academic entanglements", one should always maintain a constant revision for their studies. Now, I'll talk about my LIFE first. I was down with a terrible fever for two days. I was bed-ridden and couldn't get up. It was pure hell. I was being tormented by hell guards. It's kind of like in Chinese Myth Shows. The dead spirits were being pulled down into hell, judged then thrown into a tub of water with blood, then a raging fire engulfed their only means of existence - spirit essence.

Anyway, back to my hiatus. For 2 days, I was sick and I finally relaspe back to my healthy self. I started on my holiday homework. About time huh? I've read three books for the English Programme and finished doing the reflections. One is Sold for Silver, second is Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night time and lastly, my favourite literature book - Charlotte's Web. Love that book so much. I'm still writing the reflection for Charlotte's Web, still quite unsure about certain things in the story plot but whatever, I guess. Did self-revision for Maths and read up on Differentians and Its Techniques. WTF dude. I don't understand any of it. It's so freakin' difficult. The English used is very, very chim. Just yesterday, I started doing on my Chemistry TYS assignment. GOD, am I dumb or what? I don't know how to do any of the question. So I asked my neighbour to help me out, and I kinda understand one or two stuffs.

I'm not sure if we have homework for Physics. Do we? We've lots and lots of assignments for E/A Maths. HELP ME. I'm dying slowly and painfully. It's like I'm being pricked by millions of needles. Drama, drama! Gotta learn to live with it, Ridzwan. GET OVER IT.

Life has been good. My nephew's operation was a success. He's still in the hospital recuperating and would be discharged this Sunday. He complained that the food there is disgusting and I couldn't agree with him any better. Food in the hospital is the worst kind of food you'll ever want. Sure, it's the most healthiest and geekiest food stuff, but when taste is taken into consideration, the food sucks! And you pay so much money for a bowl of porridge that tastes so bland! Other than that? Nothing much happened really. I noticed there's been an increase in my counter hits. I guess all that signing up, affliations and linking works wonder. I'll be working very hard this holiday, revising my work, being a better person that I already am, and most importantly - to get rid of using vulgarities often. I've been intending to stop using vulgarities since the start of the year, but I'm easily clouted.

Oh, have I mentioned this? Once I was in the MRT going to City Hall, there was this one man beside me standing. He was holding on to the triangle thing, and GOD, the smell was HORRIBLE. O_O I'm not being racist whatsoever, but it certainly could have made me faint. O_O

I shall sign off now. I'm going to play a game, then at night, I'm going to shop with my family for some kitchen stuffs, followed by some clothes for my sister. Cya!

No wonder BSB is losing their popularity.

My third nephew was hospitalized yesterday night. I don't know what he's suffering from, but his Mother called our home yesterday to tell us about this and she said he has to go for an operation. I think I recall something about performing an operation to remove something near his liver. His operation is scheduled tomorrow morning. Our family will be dropping by the hospital tomorrow, so I won't be going for the extra lesson for Physics tomorrow.

This morning, a phone call woke me up. I abhor getting phone calls, especially on a Monday morning. So I shambled my way to the living room to pick up the phone call, only to realize that the person who called, dialed wrongly. Dumbass! I made my way to the kitchen as I dragged my heavy feets, still halfasleep. Anyway....

The holidays are a time to unbridle oneself from academic entanglement, so I don't see why I shouldn't do it too. Lately, I'm on a game hunt. Kal Online is getting boring by each day. Leveling is almost impossible for a high level in a game where the servers are always laggy and congested. Why I still choose to play Kal Online? Because the people are nice, although there are assasins lurking around in towns killing AFK shopowners. Majority of them do not speak in net lingo aka "u, ur, myne, dere". Hmm, most of my classmates are playing MapleStory, a game that I find absolutely ridiculous and dumb. Fine, the characters are cute and they deserve full marks for the artsy landscapes, but the people aren't very nice in my opinion. I quitted that game when I was level 45 (I think my account is gone by now... deleted it some time ago if I can recall) because it was impossible to level up any longer, and the server was congested with dumb idiots who speaks in net lingo and mass defame others irrationally (that I hate most).

Does anyone else have a game to recommend? Probably a MMORPG with little people, cute characters and nice users. =) And yes! I do have a thing for cute characters! I melt when I see one. *giggles*

I'll end here. Enjoy your holidays!!

We've finally close our doors to guests now. We aren't planning to invite anyone else.

I feel blue. I had a fight with a friend about ten minutes ago, and it's making me feel as though I'm being grated over and over again. I'm baffled on what to do next. It seemed like she was trying to provoke me, as she knew that I'm short-tempered and easily antagonized by minor issues. She further aggravated the situation with irrational accusations that made me feel more worse. I tried making her believe me instead of the rumours and not doubt our friendship, but she refused to. It seems like I've come to two paths, both of which will lead me to a dead end. If she doesn't trust me, what's the point of remaining as friends? We weren't friends to start off with. As much as I abhor people who makes false accusations and treats me like dirt, I'll still forgive them. But this "friend"? She's a menace, nothing but trouble. She's a nuisance. And it's not advisable for me to be in this volatile situation. Hence, I've made a clean break with her.

I bet my two cents. She must be guffawing now. *smiles*

Don't worry. I'm fine, promptly choked on glee. =)

Putting in a little bit of life, does anyone have the book, "A Child Called It." I could possibly borrow? I want to read that book, but I don't want to spend my money on it. Or any other books I can borrow for the sake of pleasure in reading it?

It's been a long time since I last updated a proper entry.

I am down with flu. I swallowed some aspirins early this morning, and I'm hoping I'll relapse soon. So anyway, I headed back to my room to go online, brought a cup of tea with me, only to realize my Internet won't connect and later I found out Singnet had been messing with my Internet lines. I seriously hate Singnet and its service. It's not good at all. I'm considering moving to Starhub MaxOnline, but I'm not sure if my parents are for it since they'll just tell me off obviously.

I was reading an article on the Internet, and I had a cup of pepsi in my hands when my sister walked into my room and startled me witless. This resulted in some of the coffee to spill on my keyboard and my shirt (thank goodness, it's not a designer's shirt or else I'll be hopping mad). In sheer spite, I told her to kindly knock on the door, and say, "Can I come in?". Now I'm using an old keyboard which makes a lot of staticky noises. I have two fans, and a hair dryer blowing on my keyboard. Hopefully, it'll dry up soon. If there are still some pepsi stains, I swear I'm gonna pummel someone!

Needless to say, the past few weeks have been productive and fun. I've started reading up on the Sec 4 topics. I compiled my old notes into a file, and took down new notes for the new topics to be learned next year. I even compiled a list of new vocabularies for English. I now have 94 new words in my vocabulary. I think it'll come handy and very useful when I'm writing essays. Anyway, I've been wading through reports after reports, and I'm beginning to find it a chore to do!

This week will be the last week our house will be open to all guest. Hari Raya has officially ended, but some people still choose to celebrate this festive occasion. There's a guest in my house now, and I'm supposed to be out there in the living room entertaining them. I've already greeted them, then helped to lay out the dishes for them and finally get back into my room. I'm going out to the living room soon after this.

This festive occasion has been nice, but it's more boring than last year's. I envision a happy, more heartious occasion next year. Anyway, I shall end here now. Guests are calling for me. HAHA.

IP ADDRESS OF IDIOT IN MY TAGBOARD
24.65.28.102

Anyone clever enough to bypass that IP? Sadly I don't have the skills. However I do know that he or she is from Victoria, Canada. A Canadian. A country I've always had high respects for its politcal system and the less conservative thinking. And this KID has that kind of sucky attitude? What're you? An 8-years-old who wears diapers? That KID who always go, "Mom, mom, I wet my pants!"? If you haven't got anything better to say, then keep your mouth shut. If you've something against some things in my blog, prompt me BITCH. I could have made the changes if necessary.

Now honestly I do not care for such messages when they appear most of the times. In fact I'm laughing at it so bad right now and my stomach tickles me.

My last message. Build your own coffin, dig your own grave and then play in traffic or commit suicide. No one's gonna mourn for your death! NEVER. Sadly but true.

... and change your diapers CHILD!

I'm watching Lifeline on Channel 5 now. I find the show extremely gruesome and the plot doesn't make much sense at all. Firstly, the paramedics kept asking the victim if she is okay. Obviously, she's not. Can't you paramedics tell that she's bleeding so profusely and her leg was stucked in the car pinned down by a sharp object? Then there was this other victim who was quite old already as I can judge with my own eyes. When the paramedics arrived, they took their own sweet time to attend to them. It really doesn't make sense. How could the paramedics ask the victims when they're obviously unconscious as they are already?

The gruesome part I hated the most was the part when Gurmit Singh amputated the girl's legs because her leg was stucked for good, and the only way to get her out of the car was to amputate her leg. I can understand this because it's better to save the girl's life, and to amputate her leg rather than to leave her there in the car alone and not get her out of the car. BUT IT WAS A GRUESOME THING TO DO. Moreover, I don't have the guts to cut through a human's leg. OMG, you're cutting human flesh! lol.

Then there were some nonsensical scenes. Say, the one where this one paramedic guy was being haunted by the spirit of one of the dead victims. lol. Seriously, this show deserves THE LAMEST AWARD. So unless you love Adam Chen, Gurmit Singh or the other actors in this show, you'll enjoy watching it.

I wanted to blog yesterday night but I was revising my work.

During recess yesterday, I asked Mdm. Ho to reteach me Permutations. I didn't understand one example in the textbook, so I just had to ask her. Today we started on Combinations. It's relatively much easier compared to Permutations and I like it even better. Moses got scolded like shit by Mdm. Ho today. First cause - didn't bring textbook plus thick book, second cause - didn't pay attention in class. I understand how Mdm. Ho feels though. It gets very irritating sometimes. But oh well... I need to stress this though: I'm being neutral!

Andrew and Shakina were late again. These two friends of mine are always late for lessons. Ahmad was late too. I'm not sure if I should say this fact lest the teachers read my blog and scolds *censored*. LOL. But when I heard it, I was laughing so hard. I swear my stomach could have burst at that very moment. I'll write it in my LJ though. LOL. Just because I want to be reminded of what they said that made me laugh so much.

Today was a good day. I enjoyed Physics the best. We continued on Waves and have completed the chapter. I think this chapter is easy. You need to know the difference between transverse wave and longitudinal waves and know how to read the graphs. *laughs*

(dont read this paragraph if you get offended by sex topics easily)
Ironically, I was so amused by Junwei and Shakina today. LOL. Junwei disturbed Shakina about the mopiko (the cream for mosquitto bites). Well, it's a long, long, story. A few months back, we (me, shakina, andrew, junwei and moses) were talking about pervertic stuffs. From masturbation to *coughs*... sex. Shakina told about her brother. She walked in to her brother's (or was it her cousin?) room and she found out her brother had his hands under his pants. Then when asked what he was doing, he said he was applying some MOPIKO. lol. You should have been there in person. IT WAS SO DARN FUNNY despite all the sick stories. LOL.

Lastly, I just realized how many holiday homework I have. Damn! It's gonna be a long, boring holiday indeed. ^^ I'm gonna try finish ALL my holiday homework over the next two weeks.

Spam for today.
Here's some sweet and pringles for you.


lol. oh noeeesss, once you pop, you cant stop!

p.s TJT eats too much pringles. You can have her share, lol. Don't come after me in school ok!

School was long and dreadful.

It was a cool day in the morning. I reached school and soon after I dropped my bag on the bench in the canteen, I crapped with Chen Chuan. He's so dumb and lame! lol. Kept punching my arm. Needless to say, I punched him back as well. Listen good! I'm not someone to be trifled with! lol. *hides*

First period was Social Studies. The lesson was lifeless I think. I wasn't in a mood to pay full attention but I did jot down notes. I didn't even realize, to my horror, that I started to write on the table instead of the paper! Guess I was still half-asleep at that time?! lol. Anyway, I still don't understand a huge part of the chapter and I need to read up but since I don't have the book yet, damn, why bother? =D Hehehe. Anyway, some idiots irritated me during class time and usually what I do is to tell them to shut their trap up but this time I couldn't be bothered to and I just grimaced at them.

After that was Geography. The most interesting bang-bang lesson! One girl from 3E4 walked pass our class. I thought she was going somewhere but later two other 3E4 students went and brought her back. Then that girl shouted! And then I heard loud bangs! Yes, that's right! A loud bang that can be heard so so easily. Wow... I guess she was in a extremely bad, bad mood. I remember one time when I angry. In a fit of anger, I shouted at my innocent friends. I still feel bad about that. Back to that girl. So when it was break time, I decided I would ask someone from 3E4 about what had happened. Chey, most of you must be wondering why the hell am I so kaypo? Well, typical Singaporeans. They ask anything under the sun. Anyway, I didn't get a chance to dig more information but I guess some is better than nothing! Oooh yah. If the girl chanced upon my blog and is reading this entry, don't feel offended, yar? Take care. =)

Back to Geography. We've a new teacher for Geography. Her name is Ms. Rafidah if I'm not wrong. Well, well, I'm still adjusting myself to the new changes and stuffs like that. I know I won't be able to get back Mr. Chew to teach us back or whatsoever because that's impossible! We learnt a new chapter for both Geography and A-maths. Permutations and Combinations. Sounds very chim huh? Yeah, I think likewise. The counting principle can be done but I'm not too sure about the other two categories... which is obviously the "main topics to be learnt in this chapter. I guess I gotta pay attention in tuition huh? lol.

Alright... I guess today was a pretty fruitful day. I might be going out later to shop for awhile since the guests will only arrive at night time. By then I would have reached home already.

Hello!

Miss me or not? LOL. I'm so BHB. Alright.

First day of Hari Raya - We had a family reunion dinner. Kinda like what the Chinese usually have. It's a common thing we hold every single year. We don't accept guests on that day because it was a time for us to talk to our parents on life and stuffs like that. We had a nice scrumptuous dinner followed by a couple of entertainments. We had many things to talk about and all of us had a good laugh. It was a good, smooth day and everything went very fast.

Second day of Hari Raya - I had to wake up early to prepare myself for our guests. Apparently, I was forced to attend to the guests. I want my beauty sleep! Haha, just kidding. Our first guest was a distant relative we hadn't meet for ages! I had clean forgotten about them too sia! It was kinda weird to talk to them because it has been ages since we last saw them. They're from the northern part of Malaysia and they were here for a holiday. Although it was rather weird to talk to them, I find that I could get along with them very easily, especially my distant cousin! HAHA. lol. She's a crazy girl! Oh! Since they were first family to arrive to our house, they had a nice breakfast. We watched a DVD later. =) LOL. Think all of us had a nice time together.

Then later two other relatives came. Whee~~ My favourite aunts and uncles! Even though we had a dispute recently, my family and I didn't feel the tension in the air. In fact we had such a wonderful time! We watched so much entertainment till the late night. Hehehehe. =) It's great to know that we still maintain the classic way of celebrating Hari Raya. ^^

Speaking of classic ways. I miss lighting firecrackers and catching chickens back in the kampong days! lol. I remember clearly one incident when this stupid chicken scratched me. lol. Back then, KL was still not highly modernised yet so there were still some kampongs in certain parts of KL. It was roughly more than 8 years ago, and I was still a child then. Me and my cousin were catching this one chicken and when I finally grabbed hold of it, the stupid chicken managed to release itself from my grab and in the cause I got scratched. lol. I was such a crybaby then! =D XD My cousin was also one! He fell while catching the chicken! More worse than me! xD Then there was this other smart chicken! lol. We wanted to get it out of the pen. I think we were too slow since we were still kids! Then again.. kids my age at that time already knew how to catch fishes without any modern equipments man! So malu! We didn't grab the chicken but it ran like miles - from the house where I was staying at all the way to the head village's house! Also ar.. I can tell you, celebrating this festive occasion in the kampong is the best! I kinda feel the 'spirit' or something like it. Although we had dirty waters and bla-bla-bla, the spirit was there. We even cooked dodol in the open! =) lol. Nowadays neighbours close their doors and we hardly know them at all. I'm glad most of my neighbours are very friendly, open and very social-able.

back to the present. ummmmm. our two relatives went off at around 9pm. then we closed our doors. we aren't accepting any more guests for the day because we ran out of meals for them. =P so unless they wanna leave our house on an empty stomach, then they were free to come to our house. xD

Third day of hari raya (today) - had three guests. my teacher, my siblings' close friends came. =) hehehehe. i think today was the best! we had so much fun laughing together. my sister's friends rock! haha. they were so funny and very talkative. like drama queens and kings! one of my sister's friends needed to use the toilet but she was afraid of cats so I had to "kidnap" my cat. lol. poor her. the rest of the group who likes cats were abusing my cat! haiya, poor cat! lol.

tomorrow we won't be accepting guests... *nods* So yah, FYI, the first week and second week of hari raya we're only accepting close friends and relatives. Whee! =D We haven't done any visiting yet. We'll only do it next week because this week we'll only be waiting for guests! haha. =D

and if you noticed how bad my grammar + spelling was, no duit raya for you! =D muahahaha. i cant be bothered checking my grammar now. ^^

EDITED

Poor me. I had to type this entry because I accidentally deleted a part of the blog entry. I'm so frustrated!

Firstly, many thanks for all the text messages. Kendra, you're a wonderful woman and stay that way. It was nice to know that you took the time to call me even though I know you're occupied with housework as well as to take care of Baby Chris. Send photos of Chris one of these days! I want to see how adorable he is now.

I think I may have finally sorted out my thoughts. I won't type what I've chosen to do but I hope this will be the best solution for myself and the friends involved.

Right. Now about my day. My day was not so productive. I'm not implying that I'm a productive person all in all anyway. *winks* I reached school early I guess. I only saw three classmates sitting in the canteen doing nothing. Many of my classmates didn't attend school because they were plain lazy and others were busy preparing for Hari Raya. At first, I didn't want to go to school but I gave in soon after and decided to attend for the lessons.

First period was Math. It was the best lesson for the day. It drew a smile on my face. I'm beginning to like Math better compared to the previous years of education. The teacher rocks too. Mdm. Ho is a sweet, funny, ambitious and her auntie-lookalike face makes me giggle. lol. We did corrections for the exam scripts today. Most of the boys at the back weren't paying attention. Instead, they were either sleeping or discussing about games. Bad news is I'm pissed at the fact that I brought the redspot, thickbook and the AM textbook as instructed to but Mdm. Ho didn't use it! She reminded us to bring it next lesson (next week) and I'm making sure I bring it again. If she doesn't use it, I'm going to do something about that. I'll leave what I do to your imagination. Imagine me putting on a bold front scolding the teacher or walking out of the class! That reminds me of some rebellious, ignorant classmates I had in Sec 1 and Sec 2. Btw, I'm just kidding about the part where I said I'll do something about it!

I was almost dead in Physic lesson. I was sleepy and disturbed by the creepy sounds my friends were making around me. It was frightening! Sounds like the sound of a cat in heat. If you get what I'm trying to say. I wanted to lie on the bench but the inner mind in me tells me not to and pay attention to the class. Unlike Jerry, I'm different from him because he sleeps like a pig! Haha! Jerry, don't come after me! I know it was your birthday yesterday but get away from me!

By the time Chemistry started, I felt as though I was being tormented. I didn't feel serene like I usually do at all. I was all flustered! This time I felt extremely dead. I still forced myself to stay awake and not to sleep. Next time I'm going to paste a drawn pair of eyes on my eyes and stay that way for the rest of the lesson time. I almost stepped into the lala land. Ivan already was in lala land and he got scolded by Mr. Lai. Poor lad. When Chemistry was over, I was the third person to get out of the class and shouted "yey". Pok Quen was the first person. He's always the first in doing most of the things. He's first in grades, first to ask questions, first to get to the bus stop from school, first to get out of school too! It's so hilarious.

After school I scurried myself all the way from school to the bus stop because my sister had lessons later in the afternoon and I've to get back before she goes out or else I'll be locked outside. Now I'm feeling groggy all over but still I have one last thing to say to all my Muslim friends.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!

Pada rakan-rakan, ku mohon maaf kalau tersalah kata atau salah laku. Kalau makan tu, bacalah bismillah dan sentiasa ingatlah muka ku nie... ehehehe. Duit raya collect banyak-banyak tau! EHehehe. Akhir kata, ku berdoa semoga Aidilfitri yang mulia ini membawa makna dan menguatkat silaturahim pada semua!Enjoy semua! =)

I apologize if this entry sounds very emotional or whatever. Close the browser or go to another blog if you can't stand entries like this.

Nowadays, I haven't been feeling so good over the friendship issues. I haven't approach them yet about the issue and I'm entirely not sure if I want to make my stand. I'm afraid of making any fatal moves that'll put an ever-increasing amount of pressure, straining the friendship. Who knows what'll happen next?

cleared.

*big sigh*

I'm at a loss of what to do next. Should I remain quiet and keep everything under the blanket? Or approach them on the subject and risk the friendship? Both seems like a dead end. I gotta choose one but which? That's the question.

I apologize to my friends and classmates 'cos I did pass a couple of rude remarks and ignoring you people lately. I hope you know that I'm going through a rough phase in life right now and I need some quiet time. Sorry I haven't been mixing, lame-ing with you guys like I always do. You know this Ridzwan is just not Ridzwan. Yet.

Another entry is coming up soon. About my day in school today. =) Or maybe not. =( THIS IS NOT ME.

I'm taking a quick rest.

I helped my parents weave the ketupat earlier today. It's my first time weaving the ketupat and I tried my best to learn how to plait it nicely. So once my sister taught me how, I tried doing one but it ended up looking so ugly! Haha, it didn't even look like a ketupat! So funny. Then my sister made fun of me for not knowing how to weave it properly. We've weaved enough ketupat for ourselves and our guests. The only things left to do are to fill the ketupat with rice, steam it and then cook rendang. Hehehehe. =)

My cat, Tigger (dont ask why), kept disturbing us while we were weaving the ketupat! Now she's in my room sleeping on my bed. *grins* She looks so adorable!

Alright, alright. It's a boring update... so yeah, sorry! School tomorrow! =D YAY! *coughs* Can't wait for school to end though I'm gonna miss my friends a lot!