I hate my computer. It keeps restarting by itself each time I do intensive-work such as playing games, music and much more. My Dad will be sending the computer for a repair tomorrow. I have no idea how long it will take but hopefully, it'll take a short time. But seeing as this PC tech I'm sending my computer to is a lazy & whiny dumbass, I don't think it'll take a day. -_- In fact, I think he's going to take at least 10 days.

Blah.

I have a chemistry make-up lesson tomorrow morning from 8am to 10am. It's not compulsory for those who passed to go .. but I want to anyway. It's going to help me improve my chemistry. After school, I'll have 2 hours to rest.. before I go off for my next doctor's appointment. I have to see the specialist doctor.. get my x-ray taken and then, go off to the rehab centre which is a block away from the specialist doctor. It's going to be a long day tomorrow since I know quite well that it's going to take at least 5 hours. Plus, it's the June holidays. There'll be a lot of patients queing up for their turn! Urgh! =/

I'm going to go off now. I'll see you guys in another few more days probably. If there's anything, just call me on my handphone. Or my home number. =) I prefer that you call my home number though... since I'm using a prepaid card for my handphone. But that's alright. I have 2 prepaid cards in my drawer waiting to be used. ^^

Tata!

Morning everyone.

I stayed up oday. :) I played PT with Ivan. Haha. It was fun .. kind of. We were playing around with the glitched walls.. and well, I couldn't climb up the wall. =P So I had to teleport to him to get up to the higher grounds. Well later on... we decided to stop climbing up the glitched walls.. and start training on our skills by unleashing the skills on each other. XD It was fun though.. I can't wait till I'm level 50 or 65 for that matter! Once I'm level 50, I'll be able to use a MS hydra. ^^ It's not aged.. but hopefully, I'll look into aging it once I've got the required sheltoms and gold of course. And once I'm level 65, I'll be able to use MS Chaos claw! The claw was a gift from my clan leader. =P Heh, he rocks by the way! XD

I'll take some screenshots when I'm free. I'll show you guys how the in-game feature looks like. You can join too! :D

Alright, enough about games.

That done.. I want to say one thing about my attitude. I jolly well know my attitude sucks. Yes, thank you very much. I have my OWN sets of belief. And you have yours. Don't indulge me in your religion. In other words, don't try to convert my beliefs into YOURS. I respect your religion and you should respect mine. It's a fair exchange, yanno? If you don't respect my religion, you know what? I won't respect yours at all. Again, it's a fair exchange. =D

Just because I'm a human doesn't mean I have to respect that dog across the street, okay? Seriously, I've seen mice at cat parties acting way more subtle.

"Hey Ridz, c'mon man, join *insert religion here*!"

I laugh at you and your idiocy.

Oh and one more thing. Once school reopens, I'm dead. XD There was the bahas session (debate) last friday! Everyone told me the debate was cancelled. .. so being the silly ol' me, I didn't turn up for the session. And I did my fucking research on the motion too and now that the session is over, I won't be able to participate in the debate :( I really want to! Urgh! Urgh!!

Well, I'll probably be in bed.. till god-knows-what-time. =P

Guess what?

We got back our report book slips today! YAY! (please note the sarcasm, okay?) My scores sucked really bad. I'm quite dissapointed but fine, I'll take it. I'm going to put in a lot more effort and hopefully, I'll be able to get into an average JC. Or best, a good JC.

I'm going to start planning what I want to do with the June holidays tomorrow. It's going to be a long and tiring month for me. I'm planning to touch up on subjects that I am terribly weak in such as Amaths. And spend some time answering History/SS SEQ/SBQ questions. Also, I'll be spending my time working on Physics. My Chemistry is doing fine but my Physics isn't doing too well.

Actually, my parents had planned to bring me to Australia this year. But I told them I'll give this holiday a miss. I don't deserve the holiday anyway. I didn't meet their expectation... blah. I'm not going to get into the "mushy" stuff.

Oh yea, have any of you realized this week's weather sucks? I did. And I hate the weather. It's all warm and when I meant by warm, I mean terribly warm! I hate warm weathers. I rather prefer a cool with a little bit of sunshine or rainy weathers.

Let's sum up this week, shall we?

The week suck. For me. Anyway.

Ta.

There was the rocket workshop yesterday afternoon. We were released at 1.20pm. Anyway, the rocket workshop was a tad boring especially when we had to assemble all the parts together. I've never been on good terms with cutting utensils, yannow. The pen knife for example. =)

We ended up assembling two rockets even though we were shorthanded! After all of us were done assembling the parts for the rockets, the instructors played us funny (but lame) advertisements as entertainment. There were ads that I laughed at. And yes, my face turned red like a baboon's ass. Some were just pervertic. Some were REALLY lame and had NULL humour in it!

But okay. An hour or two (not too sure) later, we were ready to launch the rockets! Haha! Tell ya something. Be jealous right now from this point onwards.

;)

I had a BLAST watching the rockets fly through the air! And had a GREAT time getting myself drenched in water! It was superb, I tell ya! Haha! Too bad, our class didn't win the first prize competition. BUt who cares really? There weren't any prizes at all! In fact, I think a common prize the whole of Sec 3 got was FUN, FUN, FUN!!

Today didn't start off well for me. Many reasons. One, I was late for school again for the second time. I woke up late, damnit! Two, I felt a little bit distanced from my friend. I mean, as in, a little bit anti-social? You know that feeling you get sometimes? Down? Upset? Pissed? Well, I do know that I got VERY pissed at some of my friends. Argh!

I'm beginning to like Maths a little better. Mdm. Ho taught us Inverse Matrices today. And I understood it like woah. Haha! I like Matrices and Functions a lot. Actually, Function is the second topic I excel in and Matrices is the third topic I excel in. I had never enjoyed A-maths that well. =P

I quite like Logarithm. But it sucks some times. Simultaneous is my best topic. =P *grins*

After school, there was the English-Comprehension workshop! It was b-o-r-i-n-g. Know what that spells? BORING! Pfft. But I did learn some useful things from the workshop. For one, I think I'll be able to answer the "Explain in your own word..." questions and answer the summary well hopefully. =P

I went back home with Pok Quen, Yu Ying and Hwee Huan after the workshop. Of course, there were some other friends.. but I'm not close/not on good terms with them. That was why I didn't mention them in this entry.

I'm going to sleep now. Hopefully, I'll be able to wake up at 5am tomorrow and continue on my geography project. Arghh! I hate projects! HATE HATE HATE!

I went to the zoo with Chin Hui and Wei Qi. The trip was fun in a way. I haven't been to the zoo in ages. As I've said in my previous few entries, my last visit to the zoo was 5 years ago. The weather wasn't at all sunny and dandy. Not that I love being under the sun (I hate being under the sun!). The weather there was cold and partly cloudy. Thank goodness, I wore long pants. Or else, my legs would have been shivering! The weather was also showing signs of rain when we were riding on the tram. And when we were just about to start on our walk trip, it started pouring drizzily (spelling?). We were still walking despite the rain.. until it started pouring heavily. We had no choice but to seek shelter. Our clothes were soaked.. and my pants were drenched in water. My feets felt extremely cold.. and all yucky. I was wearing sandals. I know it's a wrong choice of shoes.. but whatever.

Anyway, we waited for the rain to stop. And the rain started to fade away only after 3 hours or so. I might be wrong on the time though but it's definitely more than 2 hours. The rain didn't stop pouring.. there were still a little bit of rain. We continued our journey and took photos of the animals again. God, I hate the smell of animals! Especially the part when we were at the reptiles area! It smelled terrible! TERRIBLE! We kind of lost our way halfway through the journey.. but we managed to find our way out. Haha. We were looking for the african lions (yes, silly I know). We finally found them thanks to Wei Qi's ELITE map reading skills! Haha! >_> By that time, I think the rain had already stopped and the weather was already partly cloudy.

I felt a little bit "sian" though. But overall, it was an experience for me.

+D

HELOZ>

IM SO RANDOM. IM KEWL SUMTYMES. BUT MUZT OF THE TIME, ME A GEEK, LOLZ! WADDAFUCK!!

I LYKE TRAVLING. AND I WTCH STARWARS.

LOL.

HELO W0RLD.

(and yes, that's me being silly!)

Today started out lovely. Soon after, the day turned its back on me. I got a mere 53 for my SS/History. I feel really disappointed. I really do. No words can describe how disappointed I am. I've always scored A1s/A2s for the past 2 years and the few months in Sec 3. And yes, I cried. I talked to Mrs. Heng about it. I won't tell you what she told me. But I'll be having another chat with her tomorrow after school.

I'm not that disappointed for Geography. I could have scored better but I didn't elaborate much on the details. Yes, I don't blame anyone but myself. It was my fault that I didn't elaborate on them.

Oh, just when you thought it's going to be fine and dandy after the second recess? No. It wasn't for me.

Failing English dealt me a great blow. I had never IN my WHOLE life failed English.

I'm just so shocked. And upset. Oh, those careless mistakes.

Dear English,

I really love you. Your oh-so wonderful Grammar and huge variety of vocabularies attracts me. But you are mean sometimes. I really hate it when times like this happens. When you are mean to me.

Will you just be a little bit more nice this time round, please? I really want to be promoted to Sec 4.

Love,
Ridzwan.

For your information, I've gotten OVER the failures.

Guess what? I'm late for school and I sure do have a valid reason to why!

I was walking to school at 6.50am. The usual time I always go out and take a little stroll in the gardens. Halfway through the journey, I realized I didn't bring my A&E maths files. And if I don't, I'll get strangled by Mdm. Ho! I went back home to get them and headed back to school again. But this time, it was already 7.10am.

And I had this thinking. "Fine, I'm late anyway. Today sucks."

And yes, I was late. It's my first time this year though. So I'm quite proud. When I was in Sec 2, I was always late. I had a record of 9 latecomings (each separated into different terms)!

Anyway, we got back our chemistry paper today. I scored a 55 & 1/2 / 100 for the test. Quite a number failed the test. So I'm quite fine with my marks but not so /content/ with it. I made so many careless mistakes in drawing out the bonding and balancing the equations! I wrote a "4" instead of a "2" for the balancing equation part! Gah! Why, why, why! Blah?

It was o-kay at school. Jerry slept through the entire maths lesson! Haha! And there was a retest for those who failed their NAFA test. Only 3 of my classmates failed. I'm not going to name names of course. English was boring though. Ms. Picca was discussing the answers for the mid-year paper. And we did a LOT of filing today for both double maths AND english! I'm missing out quite a few assignments for E-maths. My a-maths is complete though so hurray!

I don't think I'm going to continue writing, yanno? I just got back from tuition and am pretty much tired. I'll rather conserve my energy for CSI tonight!

Goodnight!

Nothing great to do. I might as well update again. But this time, I'm going to update on the teachers whom have taught me since Secondary 1. :D

Here goes nothing.

Mdm Foo - She's a great teacher. She defended 2E6 many times when we got into huge trouble. She's been a greater teacher than what she is expected to be. She taught us Maths in Sec 1 and Sec 2. And honestly speaking, I hated her lessons. But then, after moving on to Sec 3, I started to miss her lessons. I really do. She's a nice teacher in my opinion. Aside from her daily complaints and all that stuff... she's a nice person.

Miss Leong -Honestly speaking, I don't like her when she first taught us. She was our Literature teacher. And the class hated her for her bitchiness and some say, she's a tad "bossy". But after getting to know a little bit more for 2 years (she taught us for 2 years), I began to like her a bit. Well, not that much but I did make an effort to like her a little. She's great at English and literature (duh?) and she's really organized and hardly forgets what she's given the class to complete. We couldn't escape from her claws AT ALL!

Mrs. Heng - Alright. She's definitely my favourite teacher. She taught us History in Sec 2. Truthfully, I never LIKED history at all when Mr. Johns taught the class. Or Miss Nas for that matter of fact. I hated History like every other kids do UNTIL Mrs Heng came and took over Miss. Nas as our history teacher. I began to like her lessons a lot more. I don't know why but somehow, her lessons always seems to be interesting. She uses the media to help us study instead of the textbooks. We hardly refer from the textbook if you ask me. And that's what I like about her. Furthermore, what she has in her notes covers EVERY detail of what the textbook has in simpler words that's easy for the class to understand! Hell, I've never for once disliked her at all. She's a great teacher. And she's been there for me when I need that extra support. And even offered to give me extra lessons before the final year exams together with Yong lun and Supanuth. What makes her an interesting teacher is that I'm often seen arguing with her on current affairs! And it's really interesting to have her in the class!

Mrs. Rajoo - I don't like her sometimes. But at times when she's what I consider to be "sweet", she's really nice. She's a complaint-queen and LOVES complaining our behaviour to Mdm. Foo. And she's rather bossy as well! I think she's a nice person however. But she's turned into this scary monster that we make her out to be because of OUR class. Yes, 2E6 IS and WILL ALWAYS be a notorious bunch of students! But I like it. Mrs. Rajoo can be nice when we are quiet and are cute little angels. But she can turn into a big scary monster once our horns and tails grow longer and longer!

Did I miss anyone..?

Cikgu Hamisah - I like her a lot. She's a nice teacher. She's caring, kind, gentle and a lot more! She's been showing the class a lot of care and concern! And I really thank her for that! I really enjoyed her lessons a lot! But now that I'm in Sec 3 and she's no longer teaching us, I miss her. I really don't like my present malay teacher. But heck, I'm going to force myself to like her!

Mdm Lim - She's my physics teacher. And I like her. She's nice and hardly scolds our class! But she does complaint to Ms. Picca! But her complaints are harmless just like we are! Most of our class students like her. She teaches us well and even go to the extent to organize make up lessons for the class! I'm really glad I liked Physics in Sec 2. With her around to teach and guide me, I'm liking Physics A LOT LOT LOT more better!

Mr. Lai - What a joker, I tell ya! He's nice. Funny. And is always making jokes. ;) The class knows what I mean. "My england very powderful leh!" Haha. I like Mr. Lai. He can be serious at times. When we have 3 periods of Chemistry, he always uses the first 10-15 minutes to show us interesting news articles! Spooky, comedy, science-fact!, technology! Name it, you'll get it!

Ms. Picca - Honestly speaking, I didn't like her in Sec 1/2. 2E6 didn't like her AT ALL. We often called her names and stuff and I was one of them too who joined in the rebellion! Haha! When I knew she was my form teacher, I was like.. "Oh man.. damn! I'm so dead this year!" I actually got to know that she's not that "evil" or "sinister" as I made it out to be. She's nice but sometimes, she's a little bit "evil" but her "evilness" fades off in just a matter of time.

Mdm. Ho - My A/E maths teacher. Her favourite words are, "tedious", "We are so behind time the other classes!", "I can't afford to teach you anymore ar.. if you can't understand you know!" Haha. At first, I didn't like her at all. But ok, she's kind sometimes. And she always seems to be hurried. I guess it's because of her Sec 4 students. I don't really have anything to say about her though so yea.

Mr. Chew - Another favourite teacher of mine! Tell me why my favourite teachers are always from the Humanities department? Grrr! He's fun. He taught me before in Sec 1. Outside of class, he always have this serious look on his face. But in class, he always have this "jovial" kind of look. He's funny. I like him. So far, I'm able to understand whatever crap he's talking about. Nothing too complicated since he makes the lessons interesting most of the time.

I don't think I missed out anyone. Even if I do, I don't like the teacher. So yay!

2005 has been working out great for me. Well, aside from that incident. Anyway, I think I'm able to stand strong on my feet again. Last year's mid-year paper, I struggled and ended up meeting the counselor. But this year, I don't think I'll be meeting Mrs. Veloo anymore. I don't like being counseled. I hate it.

It's been great seriously. I think Sec 3 has been one of the greatest days in my life. Though I still enjoy my every sexy moments with my dearest 2E6, I think it's time for me to move on, yanno?

And whatever @ amaths. Even if I fail it, I just care for my E-maths and my double sciences, kthx!

Alright. Here goes the update for today. SO much for introduction? Hah!

Today has been great. Which day has it not been great? I can't remember of any! Mrs. Heng conducted a History/SS quiz thingie in class. Haha. I betrayed my initial group and "migrated" to another group. They all hated me. =( But pfft. Whatever. We won the quiz and were rewarded Time-out choccie! Not that bad .. but heh, worth it.

Then there was English. Ms. Picca talked about the success story of our ex-tpss Ammar. I really admire him. He's a SEVEN pointer. L1R5 score of 7! That's already so amazing for an average school student to score! Shinnitz. I'm going to be like him. Hopefully.

And I still want to pursue my dreams in becoming a writer one day. And a scientist, probably. But I don't quite like being a scientist or a doctor or whatever. I like writing. But my English doesn't meet the standard.

Then there was Geography! Haha! Fun! I love geography so much! Mr. Chew rocks my socks! He didn't teach the class today.. he told us to complete our project that's due next Friday. Because my group thinks I "draw well", I was asked to draw the storyboard. So yup, the group's gonna go to the SZG (hover over the word to know what's SZG) this coming Saturday to take photos. And along the way, we'll be dropping by the botanic gardens. So yay! I haven't gone to the SZG in AGES! My last visit was 5 years ago if I'm not wrong... forgive me but I really do have a STM. ;)

Ok, I'm going to log off for today. See ya!

Bored outta my mind.

How's everyone doing?

I didn't sleep yesterday night. Partly because of my insomnia problems. I only went to bed at around 4 pm today and woke up at 6.10pm. You know... I hate it when I forget to lock my computer. I hate having my sister or brother rummaging through my files. Not that I have anything to hide.. but seriously give some privacy, hello?

I really don't know what I should be updating on. I'm waiting for dinner. And I still have to do my tuition homework. So yup, I guess that's about it for today.

I forgot to add this. My mobile phone broke down. So, you won't be able to contact my phone till next week. And don't bother calling up my home number. My family hardly answers any phone calls from friends except our relatives and family members.

I was gonna watch a DVD but my brother got home before I got a chance to turn on the DVD. I'll catch the movie tomorrow night. I seriously need to install a DVD player on my PC! Then, I won't have to use the DVD player in the living room anymore! *grins*

Alright-alright. I'm going off now. Games time. Hopefully, it isn't night time on the game itself. I hate it when the game turns from day to night.

[Edit] I'm using my old phone. If there's anything, just send me a SMS. I'll reply asap. No promises though. My old phone is really a crank whore. Same number by the way. :)

Hey y'all.

I installed a new skin today. Yes, I realize it's a bit too girlish. But I like it. The color combination is great. I took this skin from Blogskins.com. I'm not sure if I want to keep this skin or find another one. I'll probably find another one or make my own once I start reading on the tutorials.

Right. Today's the end of my torture! The end of the exams! No more exams, no more last-minute study! MT listening was easy.. duh. Obviously. Geography wasn't that bad lah. the whole class really slogged their guts and wits out just so that they can meet the quota of 4.0 and get their valuable prize of tasting Mr. Chew's cooking. Not that I'm desperate but I really want to see how well Mr. Chew cooks. *cough*

Mid-year is so yesterday. *blows goodbye kisses to mid-years* You really suck this year! And hello O'levels!

Silly ol' me. I took a bus home today as I felt tired. I took the same bus as Khairul. He's such a bitch lol! Not really lah. He's funny and very fun to hang out with. Once I got home, I went down again to buy myself lunch. Lunch sucked. The meal I bought really tasted urgh. I shall remind myself not to buy from that store ever again!

On my way back home, I met a guy who has bad taste at fashion. He was tall, fair and leaned-built. What's worse about him was that he was wearing tight longsleeved shirt that was *almost transparent*. He also had his top unbuttoned. Show off? Not that I care much about his top clothings. The thing that put me on the "ew" factor was the pants he was wearing. The buttons looked as though it was going to split anytime soon! Urgh. I don't wish or want to see whatever is under that pants. I already have a bad impression of his fashion statement. What more, eh?

Alright. I'm going to sign off today. I'm going to watch some DVD. =) Bye!

Yoyo.

Here to comment on all the tests that I've sat for the past week.

MT P1 and P2 - P1 was easy but unless there are no grammatical mistakes in my sentences, I will get a decent mark. P2 was average lah. The sentence structure was damn difficult.

EL P1 and P2 - No comments. I just hope I pass this stupid exam. -.-

Social Studies & History - SS was difficult but I think I can manage to just pass. For History, the exam was easy. I think I can pass fairly well for History. And hopefully, my CA marks will cover up for my SS paper. Haha.

AM - Don't remind me of it. It fucking sucks.

EM1 - I think I can pass. =]

Physics - The paper was ok lah. If I fail ar, I die liao lor. My CA marks won't cover up my marks. =X hahakz.

Done, done and done!

I'm beginning to dislike some of my old friends.

Yes.

I'm being unfair? Fine. I'm always unfair. Don't like it? Jump off the building. Yes, I'm a jerk. My testimonials on Friendster lies. Don't listen to them.

Oh another thing.

If you've got a life problem and wants to solve it, come to me. I don't mind really. If you choose to still persist in your "fucked up life" or your favourite emo phrase, "I just want to leave this world.", why does my matter advice? If you are not going to put in the effort to help yourself, I or anyone else CAN'T HELP YOU! It pisses me off that someone tries to ask me for advice but then it ends up falling on deaf ears.

AGAIN.

If you want to cut your wrists, I will care for you. But not to the extent that you refuse to stop after my MANY attempts to help you.

Apparently, we were discussing on the colours of our underwear. Haha! Pervertic but funny in a sense. Family, eh?

Today was okay lah. Right before English, Yingyun swept the classroom. I arranged the tables. Wasn't my duty lah but never mind, do it for the sake of not getting scolded.

Haha! Mdm Ho was absent for two days. And I've got questions to ask her. But I don't think SHE will ever make it since paper 1 for emaths is on friday. So nyah. Oh well, I'm gonna ask a friend, probably.

then today after school, there's physics tuition. Haha. Boring sia. But never mind lah, since the mid-year paper is on friday also (-.-), I sacrifice my smexy time. Hahas. jkjk. OK lah.

I have to go now. Byee!

Rest in peace, Dr. Wee Kim Wee. You'll always be remembered.

Hi everyone.

Today morning wasn't a holiday for me lah. I had tuition at 9am till 12 plus- both physics and a-maths. After the tuition, I shopped around for a bit, bought lunch for the family and went straight back home. GOD, the weather was really HOT and within minutes, I was already pissed off at today's weather!

Got back home around 1 plus. Played a few games. Surfed the net. Slept for 2 hours. Woke up. Did some self-studying for Physics and History. And wa la~ I'm spending the rest of the time on the PC. I could use the time to study but ... dont feel like it lah.

Nyahh.

hahaa, today feel extremely happy. No idea why but I just feel like it!!

Ok lah. I'm gonna sign off for today~ Bye!!