Sunday, August 21, 2005
.hiatus.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 5:09 PM ( 0 comments )
Sorry for the lack of updates. My computer is giving me problems again. =) And I'm getting really pissed at it. *points at window* Devil says, "The window is open.. the rest is just up to ya.. *winks*"

I'll be doing my Chemistry practical together with Khai and Farahdillah next week. Not sure which day though. I'm kind of nervous because I don't like doing practicals so much. I enjoy theory lessons a lot better. But aside from that, I'll be having two appointments with two different doctors. One is the doctor who performed the surgery on me and the other is a dermatologist (skin doctor - sort of) and it'll be on the same day - tiring but not a problem. Anyway, I'm looking forward to meeting the dermatologist. *shivers*

Yesterday afternoon, I went to the Popular Bookstore to buy a few assesments book for myself. I bought 3 books costing me $28. And I've looked through the entire book and am very satisfied with the contents. One is a Geography-Q&A and the other two are History/SS Q&A. It's pretty good in my opinion. It offers you the questions and also the model answers so I can just turn to the back and look for the answer if I'm not sure of a question.

Anyway, when I had paid, I headed for the books section. Lots of new stocks and pretty good books. And I already have in mind what I'm gonna buy once I save up. I'm gonna miss out on my Food Extravaganza and save up for the book. The title is - "Sold for Silver by Janet Lim". It's a very GOOD story in my opinion. The entire plot is based on real life accounts of Janet Lim. When she was 8, she was sold for silver and worked her guts out as a slave. She managed to escape from her "so-called master" later and fled to Singapore during the few years before WWII started and later was tortured by the Japanese soldiers over and over again! It's a wonderful, blatantly honest, grammar wise - awesome, language wise - moderate, understanding - great book. I suggest anybody who LOVES to read books *coughs* meme *coughs* to buy this book.

I didn't manage to look through the other books because I didn't had much time. Besides, majority of the books are focussed on little children. There were a number of teenage/mature books but all of them were based on:

HORROR, LOVE *pukes*

Being a writer is fantastic. It has always been a dream for me to write my own book if fate allows so. And being a Doctor is out of the question since I panicked at the sight of blood and knives though my parents really urges me to be one. Being a politician/civil servant isn't that bad but my parents don't quite like the idea. So that's out. Physicists - YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME. So the best ambition is to be a writer. =) I'm gonna work hard for my goals now. YOU PEOPLE GOTTA GIVE ME SUPPORT, YA?! You'll each get a book for free! *laughs*

BUT. Wrapping things up,

does anyone wanna give me $28 for the book? ILL DO ANYTHING BESIDES BEING A SLAVE.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 2:00 PM ( 0 comments )
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Hihihihi.

Although today is the day of the week that I loathe so much, it's been so fantastic. History was awesome. We did group work and answered a SBQ question. And I really hate answering SBQs. It's so stupid in all honesty. And I have a shitload of history assignments to be done by tomorrow and if I don't do it, I'll be a bad, bad, rep.

AM was great fun proving identities. Mdm. Ho was naggy though but it's become part of our school life that we see her naggings as normal routine. We had a mock test for EM later and I'm not confident I would pass. Plus, I'm not so good at Geometry. ;)

Recess later. Ate the BBQ chicken thing or whatever it is called.

The class was given the wrong instructions on where to go for Physics. Here's what happened on my account and Pok Quen as well as a few other girls. Usually, for Physics lesson, we would go to the Lab on a double period but just when we were about to go down the stairs, we were told that the Physics lesson was to be conducted in the class. BUT later, some of the guys said, the lesson is in the Physics Lab. So we didn't really know. The entire class walked down to the lab. Halfway on our walk, we saw some of our classmates heading back to class telling us the lesson is definitely not in the lab. By this time, I was very irritated. I mean, seriously, I hate walking around with a full stomach. It makes me feel so nauseous. So, me and a number of our friends, waited on the walkway to the staircase just in case Mdm. Lim walks pass us. So in the end, the lesson was conducted in the classroom.

Then, I headed for Chem lab. Thank god there wasn't any wrong instructions given to where to go for the lesson. BUT man, I was so down on my luck. Honestly. I saw a bunch of boys at the staircase whom threatened an old friend of mine whom I find rather irritating. I already knew what had happened even before I saw these boys at the staircase downstairs. Qi Han was beaten up by these boys. Frankly speaking though, Qi Han had had it coming. But it was way too much for a group of boys to attack one single person. That's so NOT fair. I'm sure most of you probably know who those boys are by rumours, stories and more. The news made its way so fast to the point that almost the entire sec 3 level knew what had happen. Later in the Chem lab, Mr. Lai named them as "idiots" and told us Qi Han had countless shoe marks on his uniform and some of the dirt on his face, a swollen ear and a bleeding nose [if I heard correctly].

Man, I don't know what the hell is up with gangs and brothers. Seriously, WTF?! and if you ask me what do i feel about what had happened to Qi han, I really don't sympathize him. Like I said, he had it coming. =))

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 3:24 PM ( 0 comments )
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
I felt really nauseous and sick today. Halfway through doing my Chemistry TEST Practical, I was perspiring excessively. The problem has been with me ever since I was young and it has made me sad sometimes because I do *care* what others say when I'm perspiring. Their whispers, their loud comments makes me feel terrible. I know by now you readers are probably disgusted at "excessive perspiration" but it can't be helped. I've told Mr. Lai about this and he said I'll do the practical test some other day with the absentees. I have even opted for an aluminium-based powder but it doesn't work. Now the only option I'm left with is through surgery which is scary to think about. Because I've had a phobia of KNIVES. I can't even hold a knife properly. I'm talking to an online peer support group about my condition and I'm dicussing with them about the surgery and the risks involved. I told my Dad about what had happened today and he said he'll look for a specialist tomorrow morning and arrange an appointment for a better diagnostic. Maybe, I don't need a surgery afterall. They may be some other options the specialist should know.

So after Chemistry, I wasn't in the mood at all. I had felt so nauseous to the point that I didn't give a damn about today's History lesson. When the lesson was about to be over, I told Mrs. Heng I wasn't feeling well that day and said I would require extra lessons. And she said that is fine with her. So I'll need to fix a date for this. *nods*

Lunch was so dramatic. Alright, I apologize if you are reading this but don't worry, I'll keep your name(s) anonymous.

Guy 1: The person who lost the handphone and in turned blew up his temper.
Guy 2: The person who got hit on the head 3 times with a metal bottle.
Guy 3: Not necessarily an important person but he did his job rather well provoking Guy 1.

Guy 1 lost his handphone during lunch time and was looking everywhere for it. Just when recess was about to end, Guy 2 and Guy 3 told Guy 1 they had taken his handphone. You've got to know, Guy 1 has a foul temper whenever anybody provokes him but other than that, he's a sweet, nice, very active person. Immediately after he was told that, he took a chair and threw it across the classroom towards Guy 2 and Guy 3. He got back his handphone later and just when you thought it's going to end, Guy 2 just had to play his luck and provoked Guy 1 who couldn't stomach what Guy 2 said. Guy 1 chased after him with a metal bottle in his hand and pushed him but Guy 2 didn't fall. Guy 1 then pushed him to the right side table and hit Guy 2's head with the metal bottle 3 TIMES!! But thank goodness there wasn't any injury on the head. The other boys then took Guy 1 and I asked Guy 2 to move away from him. FAR AWAY from him because I know for myself Guy 1's temper like the back of my hand.

TATA. nothing else to update on. And I've English tuition tonight. :/ phark. and i haven't done my worksheet. omg wtflawl.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 3:10 PM ( 0 comments )
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Dad sent me to the tuition centre tonight because I was running late for time. I bought myself a $2 slushie and Mr. Slurpie ice cream at 7-11 before I went up. We are still on Binomial Theorem which is not bad at all but the quetions are getting tougher as we go on. I mean, the questions from the textbook are far more easier! I can do the questions just fine but my law of indices suck and I gotta polish up on my indices law like now, kthx.

Charmaine makes me laugh so much today. She always does/says the lamest things. For example today, Mr. oh had asked all of us to do question 15 before he discusses the answer. But Pamela and Charmaine were on their phones SMSing. Mr. Oh said, "Doing question or SMSing ar, girls??" Charmaine replied with, "Discussing through SMS lah, haiyo!!" And irony is: Both of them are sitting beside each other.

AHAHAHA.

Tuition ended at around 9.25pm and I went to the shoe shop to check out the new arrivals as I was told there were new arrivals. One particular shoe got my attention. It's a really nice, trendy, neat design and matches my foot pretty well. Too bad I didn't had enough money. Besides, my Dad will probably make a din about it because I have tonnes of shoes on the racks. That includes a penguin shoe (designed for night purposes) that I found adorable and purchased. I am missing out on a leather shoe though so... question is:

Anybody wants to buy one for me? =D YOU KNOW YOU LOVE MEEE.

AHAHAA.

I haven't told I made a new friend today right? He's from Hai Sing Meow (LAWL) and his name is Derick. AHAHAHA. We met at the bus stop today and we started talking before we knew it. =)) I mean, sometimes things like that happens, yanno? ehehe. Just that we hit it of so well and shared so many interests together. Got his number and his e-mail address and damn he's not online. Shinnitz. I so need this time to crap with him. AND HES LAMEEE.

nursery ryhme craze download, lawl!

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 9:34 PM ( 0 comments )
I was very early today in school. The canteen was like a ghost town. Hardly anybody was there except a few. I felt extremely bored having to wait for the rest to come so I did some homework and continued reading a storybook I borrowed from the library. I was forced to read the books. And till now, I can't understand the plot so I'll have to start from scratch.

The rest of my friends came a while later and we had a very nice crap talk together. Andrew and Ying Yun were late for school today. I wonder what they are up to. Their scenario is so similar to the one in Titanic.

"You jump. I jump." 'cept their situation is a bit different, "You late, I late." *giggles*

Ms. Picca is absent from school today so we had two periods doing nothing. CME was horrible like yesterday. The entire class doesn't give a damn about the teacher. Almost everybody were sitting in their own groups, chit-chatting away and talking nonsense from DOTA, MapleSea to the History NPPA. PE was next and it was superb. I've never enjoyed PE lessons because I thought losing weight is a stupid idea while I was in Sec 1 & 2. But then, ever since Sec 3 started, I've been rather active compared to the previous two years which I thought was hell enough.

Maths wasn't that bad.. I guess. But I got back my trigo test. And well, I did pass initially but because I fucking forgot to round off the final answer to 3 sig. - I had one mark deducted. And now I've 19. :) NUMBHEAD.

Geography was awesome. Mr. Chew is back to his usual joking self. We learnt tropical storms today and I found it not that bad. Physical Geography is a lot of great fun unlike Human Geography which is very monotonous. Thought I gotta admit Physical Geography has heavy terms to remember unlike Human Geog.

During recess time, I found out how incredibly generous someone can be when they think they've got money planted on a tree. A particular Sec 4 girl bought a justea can drink (however you spell it because I think Justea is stupid.). She gave $5 to the Aunt and said, "Keep the change." I mean, honestly, ($5-$0.90 = $4.10). I could use that money to get myself a nice cup of coffee at Starbucks. Or, save up to get myself a nice leather shoe or a nice pair of shades.

Speaking of fashion, I was on my way back home when I saw two men dressed horribly. A tight yellow shirt fitting (you could almost see the nipple *pervert*) and a super faded blue jeans which I think is rather upset in terms of the colour since the jeans looks super "washed out"). I mean seriously. Yellow + Blue Jeans + Some other rubber band crap on your wrists looks incredibly ugly.

I have tuition in about 20 more minutes. Gah, I'm tired. And I don't feel like doing Maths right now. Identities suck. :) But do-able.

Ok ,ta.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 6:39 PM ( 0 comments )
Monday, August 15, 2005
What a way to start off the week!

I was late for school for the second time and got told off by Ms. Picca early in the morning which dampened my day. CME was horrible. The new teacher whispers! And I sit rather near to where the teacher is standing from. I really wanted to tell her to get a microphone but I didn't. I kept quiet throughout the entire lesson. And Geography was just as bad. Mr. Chew walked in and started to ask the class a question, "How many of you bothered to read up for the test? Those who do, sit down." I was really at lost at what to do because I know for sure something bad is going to happen. And I didn't know if I should sit or stand. But in the end, I sat down. Then, the WORST geography lesson started. Mr. Chew started scolding everybody and threw the papers on the floor. He told everybody to sit down and start studying for the test after school today. The situation was really frightening and I was afraid myself. I've never seen Mr. Chew so furious before. And that includes while I was in Secondary 1 and this year. I'm glad I didn't fail the test though. *blank*

Then it was recess. I was late for recess today because I had to clear away some unused books and brochures I've been keeping for the past weeks. Then, went down and grabbed some food. :) As usual, I ordered spaghetti + cheese hotdog and was charged at $1 for the plate. So being honest, I told the Aunt that she gave the wrong change. =)) I feel good doing good deeds. Honestly, when have you ever seen me doing GOOD deeds? *laughs* Even if I did, I was doing it because I was forced to.

Got up, did the remainder theorem test corrections.

Physic = boring. Won't bother elaborating on it.

Social studies was blah. Mrs. Heng scolded the class too. Because she couldn't stand the noise the class was making. I understand her situation though. I would do the same if I were her. I really can't stand it when the class is talking away while the teacher is talking. Even if you DO want to talk and find that you NEED to talk, do it on the sly. Don't shout out across the classroom. I was pissed off at several of my classmates during the lesson because of the irritating noises they made. But anyway, we moved on to Social Studies... again... and a new chapter too. Conflicts among countries - is that it? Anyway, the first start is rather light and easy to absorb.

Was told the collage wasn't a collage afterall. So me and Yu Ying have to redo the entire thing. I'm not too happy with the progress. THIS is the exact reason as to why I prefer doing ALONE and not in groups. I rather do it on my own but blah. We are required to be in groups.

Recess later. Didn't go down because I was lazy to.

Mdm. Ho was late for class by 10 minutes so we had 10 minutes of freedom. Well, temporary but better than nothing. DOT.

so bottom line is: my day suck.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 7:03 PM ( 0 comments )
Sunday, August 14, 2005
"I was a Mom in deep shock and deep grief."


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And when she later heard him [George Bush] speak of soldiers' deaths as "noble," Sheehan felt she had to do something.


I agree. If I were Cindy Sheehan, I would have felt the same way. No death is "noble". Not that I know of. A soldier is deployed in a foreign country and dies there. I wouldn't want to die in a place I don't recognize as "home". Not now, not in the future. And honestly, what is the noble cause the dead soldiers died for? To free Iraq from the tyranny? To free Iraq and the people from injustice? I don't think so. To do as they are told by the higher powers, in this case, Bush? Probably.

"To be perfectly honest, I think it is disgraceful," said bookkeeper Diana Kraft of Vacaville, whose son is in the Navy. "I don't know the loss she's feeling to lose a son because, thank goodness, I haven't had that, but we're in this war and we have to support the troops."


Dear Diana Kraft, put yourself in Mrs. Sheehan's shoes for a moment. No mother [in pure sanity] would want to hire an undertaker. In fact, it was never a war in the first place. It was a matter of, "I'm the bigger power. And I see tyranny in your country. "Commander, deploy our troops.""
I don't have to support the war if I want to but it's a matter of opinion. Some people sees war as a "better future" for themselves but to me, it's not in the sense that I see a bloodbath.

But Bush said Sheehan is wrong on Iraq: "I thought long and hard about her position. I've heard her position from others, which is: Get out of Iraq now. And it would be a mistake for the security of this country and the ability to lay the foundations for peace in the long run if we were to do so."


All this would have been so fine and dandy. Besides, what's the point of having the UN anyway if the last scence in this "reality movie" is a bloodbath?

One last thing to say before I wrap this article up:
GET OUT OF IRAQ.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 3:54 PM ( 0 comments )
I'm feeling SO SO SO SO much better! My fever is gone and I'm back to my normal hyper-self - the personality you find happiness in. Well, if you do anyway. I ended up attending my tuition classes and I thank myself for attending the class because today Mr. Oh spoke on a different section of Binomial Theorem which is kind of tough to me anyway but understandable.

However, bad news is, I didn't went on a food rampage this Sunday and not planning to because I dread the weather right now. It was raining earlier and I was quite drenched in rainwater while I was on my way back home from tuition. When I got back home, I saw two flower pots belonging to my neighbour on the floor. Broken in pieces. Petals lying on the ground. Being nice as I always am, I knocked on the door and told my neighbour about it and he thanked me for it. I couldn't help him pick up the flower pots because I had some "things" to be completed. Things as in homework, yanno.

And later, I felt very bored and got myself out of bed and watched a DVD - Daddy's Day Care. I haven't seen this DVD since the last time I saw it in the cinema so it brought me laughter and joy of seeing little kids. I don't hate kids but at times, I dislike them. Especially when they are in their teen years. In fact, I dislike myself at this stage because there are so many issues you face - love, personal life, studies, name it you'll get it.

And now I'm on the Internet reading some Yahoo! news on the 'net. And I'll be updating on an article pretty soon, I think if I feel that the article is worth writing on. So anyway, expect another update or not.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 3:42 PM ( 0 comments )
Saturday, August 13, 2005
i felt so horrible and AWFUL the past few hours. i'm feeling a bit better now compared to earlier this morning. i won't go into the ugly scene details.. yanno.. feeling so horrible to the point you get so nauseous and throw up? yea, exactly what i felt till i got a few hours of sleep which made me feel a lot better than before. my temperature is getting back to the normal scale [now its 37.8 degree C] hopefully, ill be okay by tomorrow.

so my day was very obnoxious. i was bed-ridden the entire day. everybody was nice to me. it hasnt been like that for weeks. i got a phone call from the specialist doctor (the doctor who perfomed the elbow joint surgery on me) earlier this afternoon and informed me that my appointment has been brought forward to 29/8 [monday] at 10.30am which is bad news because ill miss out on the important subjects.

i really want to catch royal tramp II tonight on channel 8. i really cant afford to miss this late night movie show because its so obvious i love the humour, the actors in the movie, and the plot itself. im not entirely sure if im going for tuition tomorrow. if im still feeling unwell, i won't. the reverse happens if i feel alright.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 9:48 PM ( 0 comments )
i woke up with a splitting headache. i wasn't feeling so great yesterday night. i visited our family doctor yesterday. i have a bad flu and my voice sounds squeaky. im beginning to lose my voice. i dont know whats up with me. i was alright after school but this happened all too suddenly. i didn't had a good night rest yesterday night. i only fell asleep at 3am yesterday. im feeling really like shit right now. everything i type, i read, doesn't make sense at all. i probably won't be in school on monday if this continues.

im gonna be bed-ridden this weekend...

sorta.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 12:51 PM ( 0 comments )
Friday, August 12, 2005
*he. not *she.

i MISS a friend from primary school. she was the FIRST friend i had. we lost contact after our graduation. i got to know that she is now in vic and she's doing rather well. so now, im on a quest to get back our friendship in place.

i really love this song sung by kelly clarkson. it's because of you. somehow, somewhat, the lyrics mean a lot to me.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


ive been listening to this song over the week. =))

download: please ensure that all downloads are to be deleted after 24 hours after which I am not responsible of what legal actions would be taken against you.

kelly clarkson - because of you.MP3

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 7:03 PM ( 0 comments )
Weekends are here! I'm so excited about this because I get to spend what I've saved this week again on food. I haven't decide which restaurant to go to but I'll get my shinnitz sorted out pretty quickly.

For a fact, I was late for school today but I was lucky enough because the weather was wet. I really rushed my way to school today. But there wasn't any morning assembly. Today was journal writing. It wasn't that bad because I do love journaling and writing in little things in my journal.

Physic was the first lesson. I wasn't that hyper in Physics class because I was concentrating on the topic at hand. Pressure is a difficult topic and I'm already facing the pressure from the chapter. Later for EM, we did group work. Each group was assigned to give a brief summary and the main points of a new chapter we started today. It's Chapter 12 and has something to do with Tangents. It's not that bad I think but better than Geometry. I hate doing group works because I find things going way too slow. Eg. Some things can be done within a day and a previous group I was in delayed doing them by WEEKS!

For Chemistry, it was like a land of the living dead. Everybody was quiet, Mr. Lai wasn't his usual jokin' self. Mr. Neo walked pass our class halfway through the lesson and everybody was paying attention to what Mr. Lai is teaching. He then said, "You wouldn't be surprised if Mr. Neo disguises himself to be one of the school cleaners or hired the cleaners to spy on us [teachers]." after Mr. Neo left. Then a boy from downstairs said, "You better watch out!!". Mr. Lai peeked at the window and I began to have thoughts in mind, "What's he gonna do next, I wonder!" and well, he did nothing but just said, "I better watch my back! *stupidface* " which made us laugh. We are closing the Sec 3 syllabus for Chemistry pretty soon after Acids, Alkali and Salt. So after which, we'll be bombed with 2 NPPAs and a common test the following week. 3 weeks after the common test, we'll be having our promo exams. Man, time travels way too fast.

i took a nap. a long one too. lawl.

The promo exams are near, very near.
beware.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 1:54 PM ( 0 comments )
Thursday, August 11, 2005
edited

i got back home from school about 10 minutes ago, settled down for a nice cup of tea and headed for the online world. The geography students took their test today after school. We started the test at 2.10pm because Mr. Chew was late. At the start of the test, everybody was whispering, "Psst, what's the answer to question #?", "Fuck. This is difficult.", "Right, I'm gonna fail this shit." Anyway, I think I might be able to get a just pass mark. The whole paper is worth 25 marks. Do the maths.

School wasn't so nice today because I hated the weather and the timetable for today. It's Thursday - the day I dread going to school because it's going to be hell for we'll have double maths and double science at one straight go. My day started off quite nicely. We played a game for history today. I must say it was fun. It's a Snake & Ladder game. Just that there isn't any snake and ladder. *shrugs* We wrapped up Chapter 10 today for AM and we are into Chapter 11 now - Proving Identities - I hate this.

iusetoomuchomglawl.

Chemistry was fun as always. I kinda am lacking behind on the bases and acids properties. Next Monday, myself and Pei Zhen will be revising our studies together with Sup who'll be teaching us. So if anybody's interested to join us, I'm okay with it but I'm not entirely sure on the other two girls' part. But I'll ask if you wanna join. I wonder what I'm gonna do this weekend. I'm going to treat myself to some Japanese cuisines this coming Sunday. Can't wait for this Sunday.

My song list is getting old. I'm gonna clear way the entire MP3 I have on this computer and start afresh with brand new songs to download. Recommendations, anybody?

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 4:29 PM ( 0 comments )
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Greetings, aliens.

I'm your very friendly neighbourhood police.


Just when you thought peace would prevail after NDP, you didn't expect to hear siren from a policecar. Random thoughts, yanno.

I got back from tuition about two hours ago. There's a new student for English classes. Well, I'm not trying to be rude, mind you but I'm just stating the fact. Most of the guys in my class were laughing at this particular student because he's rather short for a Sec 3 student and he looks like a primary school student. My honest opinion and theirs, of course. So anyway, I find this student rather disturbing. Well, sort of. Because he seems to be talking to himself and mumbling some stuffs that I'm unaware of and I sit right beside him. Hmm... wonder where I'll change my seat the next lesson.

There was a test for English today. JEEZ. It was super difficult man/woman/child! The passage was about SARS and what the WHO did to contain the virus. Anyway, I kinda got a lot of crosses on the paper. *blushes* if I have time, I'll scan in the paper and let you guys see how difficult the paper is.

Once I got back home, I did some revision again until 9.30pm. I stopped and watched the news. Nothing interesting on the headlines today. Hmm.. I'll probably wake up super early tomorrow morning because I gotta do some last minute "brain crash" kinda thing. Just say out the main topic and elaborate the entire details.

OKOK, 10.09pm. I still have about an hour left to do some revision again before I head to bed. SEE YA GUYS TOMORROW.

School's such a dread.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 10:01 PM ( 0 comments )
I'm done with most of my homeworks. I finished them at 3.30pm today. Then started on my Geography revision. Man. I am not sure if I'm totally ready for the Geography test tomorrow. There are still so many terms that I'm very doubtful of such as the maritime, continental shinnitz and the temperate pharks. For the other parts of the test, I'm quite confident of doing them but not the part where it concerns the 4 climatic types. I think I'll be like so freakin' dead for that section.

Ok, so, I'm destined to pass/fail this test. Maybe, an average mark. *weeps* Can someone PLEASE save me?

About 20 more minutes before I set off for EL tuition. I brought a shitload of Geog notes in my bag. I SWEAR ITS KILLING MY SPINE. And like I said in the previous entry, 3 freakin' hours. OK, not that bad afterall /sarcasm. And I haven't done my EL tuition homework. :) LMAO. So I'll
(a) copy.
(b) do them right now [but i can't be bothered to]
(c) play blur
(d) all the above 'cept (b).

OK, choose.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 4:42 PM ( 0 comments )
I forgot to add one more thing about yesterday's NDP carnival. I didn't manage to see the tanks with my own eyes. DAMN. Because I was late by 5 minutes before the entire tank show was over. *laughs* But good news is my sister managed to take pictures of them quite closely to the view. I looked through the slides and I went, "WOW, I wish I was the one driving in them! BIATCH."

Morning is always boring, huh? Not many interesting cartoons in the morning. It's always the pre-kids show which sucks IMO. But I used to watch Barney and Teletubbies and I find it not that bad. ;) AHAHAHA.

Wonder what I'm gonna do later. I still have a shitload of maths homework & corrections to do. Shinnitz. And I still haven't done my NPPA sketches yet. FURTHERMORE, I have a freakin' english tuition today from 5pm to 8pm. 3 FREAKING HOURS. I'm going to be bored to DEATH (if not to death, till death, OK?). I wonder what passages we'll be doing today. *bangs!head!* OKOK. I have about 4 hours to do everything. OK, toodles peeps.

(yey for homework and NPPA, lawl.)

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
"Sir, the smileys are attacking..."
"You gott'a be kiddin' me, m8."
"Er.. Sir, no. Smileys are attacking Friendster, our very own military camp."

"There was so not needed for, okay, Ridzwan?" the stranger said.
HAHA. I'm irritated by the countless smileys on Friendster. *shrugs* I gotta get a life. Selling one?

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 10:14 PM ( 0 comments )
I got back from the NDP@Tampines event about 30 minutes ago. It was really fantastic! My neighbours, myself and a few others whom I got to know on the day the event was held were really grooving to the beat. The dances put up by the different ethnic groups were eye-catching and the costumes put on were beautiful! Wrapping things up, fireworks shot up their sky, engaging millions of light into the night blanket. The fireworks were magnificient! All of us were practically shouting our lungs out! I took some pictures with my camera earlier today. I *might* post it up online but I can't find my cable. And my memory card can't be plugged into a specified port.

After the event was over (sorta), I walked over to Tampines Mall to get a McFillet and french fries. When I got home, it was already about 9.10pm. And I didn't miss out the entire Full Circle series on TV. I really love watching this series. You readers should see it too if you haven't.

Today's episode touched my heart. It was about two twin sisters who got seperated at child birth. The younger sister named Norsia is a Chinese at birth but she changed her race to Malay when she was adopted by a Malay family. Later, she found out that she has a twin sister whose whereabout was unknown after so many years of seperation. She went through a lot of tribulations to get through the entire quest to look for her twin sister. And on her quest, she met her Mother who couldn't speak English or Malay. Norsia, who wasn't able to speak Hokkien and Mandarin, got frustrated because she really couldn't develop a sense of "mother-daughter" after many years. Later, Norsia's daughter, spotted her Mother's twin sister and asked a few rather personal questions who got Poh Choo (Norsia's elder sister) rather disturbed. After answering some questions, she later was convinced when she saw a picture of a woman who looked exactly like her. She was then brought to Norsia's home. Both of them were very shocked to see each other (imagine seeing someone whose looks are the same as you) and were reunited. Although it was a happy reunion, it still wasn't perfect. Their brother, Ah Kiat, is still missing. Both of them went on a second quest to look for their missing brother.

I gotta say, this brand new series is a very interesting one. =)

Ok, ta. I should go do chemistry.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 9:30 PM ( 0 comments )
Thought I would edit with proper etiquette:

I'm really angry at my parents right now. When I'm of legal age, I'm going to buy my own apartment to live in. That's when the difficult part in life gets. And sometimes fun. I would tell what had happened earlier today but because this is a public blog, I don't have much trust in them. And besides Kendra, I have not much trust in my other friends. Sorry, no favouritism shown here but our relationship is "good friend". Not a "good friend that I can trust in." In other words, best friend.

BLAH.

BLAH.

BLAH.

SO not good on this year's National day!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 12:00 AM ( 0 comments )
Monday, August 08, 2005
Dear lame journal,

It's so weird talking to myself. I don't know. It's becoming a habit for me to talk to myself whenever I'm alone. Well, just FYI, I don't have an imaginary friend or some sort of that. Kids. -_- I have a very wide social life, thank you very much. But the odd/weird/eccentric thing (HOMAGAH, ritz is a thesaurus?!) is that I've never talked to myself EVER. *rolls eyes*

And talkign to myself puts me in a spot. Well, kinda. Because my Dad is thinking that I may be suffering from mental sicknesses but in actual fact, I know for sure I'm not! And my life is so freakin' perfect right now. Mental sicknesses such as your very common depression (attention-seeking depression for some who faked them), hearing voices and situations like that. Dad had a "long, nice" talk with me earlier today. So anyway, I managed to convince him that I'm not at all.. depressed or anything like that.

So now, I gotta know how to stop talking to myself like fast, REALLY FAST.

...dotdotdot...

"halo telephoni."

On a side note, yes, I do dance. LMAO. Stop imagining me dancing, okay? *shakes fist* Kidding. It's only a temporary thing organized by some of my very close and mutual neighbours in relation to the celebration of the NDP this year. They thought that the dance moves for this year are GREAT, SWIFT and AWESOME just like in their golden days (CHA-CHA, mind you! Or rock 'n' roll probably)

Wonder what I have for update. :/ I always have PLENTY of things to say. You people are getting bored of essays right? RIGHT? RIGHT? *big grin* I should probably update less often though i can't promise if I can stick to that! My fingers are always typing for 24/7 (lame, i know.)

sign off,
mistah lame.

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I did that about 30 minutes ago. I was manipulating a poster of Kelly Clarkson but my PC rebooted itself AGAIN. I got irritated and so I did something simpler than the Kelly clarkson manipulation. Bleh. :/ Wasn't motivated to actually cut out the picture of the boy properly. So it's pretentiously easy to tell whether the above picture is fake or not. :)

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 2:19 PM ( 0 comments )
Hey y'all.

Today was the National Day celebration. I reached school at 7.15am and met Qi Ying at the traffic light across our school. We walked into the primary school slowly and surely even though Mr. Chew has shouted across to the late comers to hurry up and get to our respective classes. The first few minutes was kinky. Me, Saihah and her friends chatted together. Then, about 5-10 minutes later, the uniform groups marched pass. And I gotta say - Even though I'm tall, I can't freakin' see anything! AT ALL. Because of the thousands of giants right in front of me.

Mr. Neo talked to the entire school (both primary and secondary) about some matters concerning the country and our neighbourhood. I wasn't paying much attention because I was literally fiddling with my pen. Then the songs were played. Bad sound quality if you ask me. Could have been better. But I have to give a round of applause to the group of Tampines Idol because well.. they did their job.. pretty good. Then it was the Tampines primary school choir students to sing. Damn. The song they sang is so cute and it made me giggle.

We were released to do our market day stuffs soon after. I went to the stall, helped them organize the sales, opened the packet of sweets and many more. I remembered very clearly who our first customer was. He's a Secondary 1 student. HEH. He was the one who sparked the chain of "marshmallow craze". Nah, just kidding. I pretty much got harassed today by the sellers to buy their things. DAMN. I'm so going to report this matter to the school. FREAKS! I tell you! BUT it was kinda fun getting harassed yanno. Thank goodness I brought $10 to school so i pretty much bought a lot of goodies for me to munch on. The first thing I bought was from our own stall of course then followed by 3E6 and 3E2. I didn't visit the other classes' stall because I couldn't be bothered to. Besides, my budget was $5 for the market day and I think I've gone over the budget by $2-$3. So then, later, the boys started to throw ice bergs (note that word BERG) at at each other. They then applied the principle of pressure by folding straws and allowing a huge mass of air in the middle of the straw and then knocking the air producing a freakin' loud pop sound.

Then got back to class about 5 minutes before the entire stall thing ended. Got our goodie bags. Eh, not that bad for the goodie 'cept the baked beans. I never liked tomato with baked beans. because I'm very biased against tomatos. We got a book (is it even a book?!), Today In history. Didn't manage to read it in class because of all the noise. GAH. Arranged the tables for the class because the VVVVVVVVVVVVIP is coming down this 11th august. Packed my goodies into my already-cramped-with-cookies bag and went home straight after that.

So now i'm abck home. I'm gonna go down to the tampines CC today maybe for a last dance session. XD

ta.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 11:31 AM ( 0 comments )
Sunday, August 07, 2005
I hate brainstorming for ideas and I've been doing that for the past one hour. Initially, I did come up with ideas but then I found them to be really stupid. I'll have to read up on WWII first before getting some idea about what I'm going to do for the NPPA today. I do have some pretty good ideas in mind but the problem is that I don't know where to find the pictures from. Internet? Probably but it's difficult to find the pictures that I want.

I'm going to sketch my ideas down tomorrow and scan them in to show them to Yu Ying to ask for her opinion.

YEA. Alright. The purpose of this entry is simple. I wanted to vent my frustrations.


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QUEST FOR WOMEN.

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aka. me & weidong. partner in crime.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 2:22 PM ( 0 comments )
Wei Dong passed his Remainder theorem test. Damn him. :(

HELLO PEOPLE. I got back from tuition about an hour ago. Let me tell you a secret. Tuition today was the most boring lesson ever! hardly nobody cracks a joke. Even the lamest student didn't! Mr. Oh was practically writing on the whiteboard the answers for the practice paper. I kind of got bored after a while and listened to my MP3. I wasn't in any mood to study yanno. SEE. It's afterall, "national day holiday". Well, not yet. BUT SOON.

OH YEA. Good news. :) I didn't realize I have $20 kept aside. SO MUAHAHA. You know what that means? Food rampage. *grins* And I already have what I want in mind. PIZZA. There's an offer going on at Pizza Hut. You buy two regular pizzas at only $20 and you choose from the family favourites category. MMMM. I've chosen hawaiian lovah's pizza and chicken supreme. There's a new pizza flavour but I dare not try it cos it must suck in the end. *laughs* So I rather stick to my usual pizza choice. The offer starts from 2pm to 4pm which means that I won't be eating pizza for dinner but eating for lunch instead.

ONE MORE THING. I'm debating on whether I should wear a red t-shirt tomorrow. The red t-shirt I've been wearing for the past 2 years (decades probably, lmao) is ugly. And the other red t-shirts I own have profanities on it. :) I printed profanities on it and the t-shirt was custom-made okay! *sulks* I'll probably end removing the words later tonight and that's gonna take a super long time. I already sewed the words on! DAMN. So I now have to unsew the words again one by one and I predict that it'll take about 2 to 3 hours.

OK people. We have to act "well-behaved" infront of the other hundreds of KIDS. EHEHHEE. I am likely to misbehave anyway and getting scolded in the end. Plus, I get to frighten kids. I'm evil if you haven't know till now. *evi laugh*

i like big butts and i cannot lie.. you other brotha' cannot deny.. that when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist and a round thing in your facee... WELLLL.

EH YEAH. I think that's about it. I wonder how well I faired for my trigo test. SHUCKS.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 1:23 PM ( 0 comments )
Saturday, August 06, 2005
What I plan to do during my 5-day holiday:


  • History NPPA

  • Add/Ele Maths Revision + Homework

  • Do a lot of comprehension + composition.

  • Study for Geography and Physics.



I must keep to my plan by hook or by crook. Because my parents have alread promised me, if I do well this year, we'll go to Australia for a holiday. And if I excel well in O-levels, we'll have our holidays in Japan. :)

OFF TO SLUG MY GUTS OUT. If there's anything, just SMS or call. Though I don't accept calls often. ;) So it's better to SMS me.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 7:40 PM ( 1 comments )
Refresh and you'll see the new skin.

I absolute ADORE this new skin! I love the matching colours. The pink, the cyan, the everything. I must admit the author of the skin is a wonderful and creative person. I got this skin from www.blogskins.com. She's the featured artist of the week. *sigh* I remember the good old days when I spent my entire savings on art materials and went on a art-frenzy. I did sell quite a number of my art pieces back then and managed to get a little bit of money. But then, "things" started to change. I don't want to tell what had happened in the past because the past is the past. I don't want to turn my head and see the dull past.

Should I try getting my interests back in Art? I really feel like I should but ... *sigh*.

But aside from that, I found an old diary that I used to keep for three long years. I started keeping this diary since I was in Primary 5 and only stopped when I was about to enter Secondary 2. I read through the few pages and felt so happy that I could finally breathe life into my past memories. From the ugly, kiddy handwriting to a perfect changed one. I'm going to read more of what I wrote today and hopefully, I can recover the old happy days.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 12:53 PM ( 0 comments )
I am sure most of you know by now that I spend my remaining money on food every Sunday. But this Sunday will be different because I haven't got any money left. My allowance is finished so I will have to wait till Monday before I get my allowance for the week. Anyone wants to sponsor me to Swensen or Pizza Hut this Sunday? ;)

I woke up bright and early this morning and watched Kids Central. I really think Kids Central makes me smile. Pokemon is by far the most-watched cartoon in my list. Call me childish but I love Pokemon to bits.

It is now 11.20am and very near to noon time. I don't know what to do next and I'm getting extremely bored right now. There's nothing interesting to watch on TV. I'll probably be online for the rest of the day and on MSN.If you see me as "away" on MSN, I'm not really away. *laughs*

Ok, because I just want to annoy some of my readers.

haiz. moi name issh rizhuwan (aka chinese name, lolxx). i lyke eting expnsive f00d bahzz. ok lors.. buaiz.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 11:14 AM ( 0 comments )
Friday, August 05, 2005
I was late for school today. It's the first time for this term. School was alright, I guess. Friday is a short school day and also a sign of happiness because there'll be a 5-day holiday (inclusive of weekends)! As usual, earlier this morning, there was the National Day theme song being played. Later, Mr. Neo went over to Ms. Picca and talked to her about some issues. I didn't hear correctly what they said (mind you, I wasn't overhearing their conversation! They spoke quite loud!) But I could see from Ms. Picca's expression that she wasn't happy at all. She wasn't as talkative and naggy as she usually is every morning.

Physics lesson started my day off. For once, I actually enjoyed today's Physic lesson. We are on a new chapter now and that is Pressure. I've tried the topic before during my time in Physics tuition and I found it very difficult but hopefully, I can clear more doubts in school lessons.

Quite note: I failed my remainder theorem test. LOL.

Chemistry was fun like always. I finally know how to state the "state symbols" in chemical equations. It's rather easy. I was confused before when to put the aqueous state, liquid, solid or gas but now I know for sure that I do know it very well. MT was okay I guess. We did crossword puzzles but I hate doing crosswords. It's the worst thing ever a teacher would come up with to use as a lesson guide!

I went back to school at 2.30pm today to decorate the noticeboard. I ended up not helping since I wasn't feeling quite well. The weather was really heaty and I bought a ginseng tea before I got to school. Once I got to class, me and Andrew did nothing but listened to music. HAHA. So at last, the girls did all the decorations. LOL. The class looks better compared to the past 8 months. For 8 months, the noticeboard was BLANK! We have baby photos on the front noticeboard so that makes our class looks extra sweet.

At 4pm later, all of us got out of class and went to the opposite shops to buy food. Esther bought a jar of Nuttella which costed $4+, Ying Yun bought Marshmallows, Cindy bought sweets and I bought chipsmore and a Strawberry Yoghurt Drink. Andrew bought nothing because he has no more money. Being nice as always, I shared my chips with Andrew who was literally drooling over my food.

Around 5pm, Nadiah, Juvone, Jing Ting, Chin Hui and some other girls were back from shopping for the market day. They bought chips, drinks and a lot more yummy food. I was told that the class spent over $50 on the goodies so that means, we have less that $30 left in our fund. We plan to organise a barbeque this coming September and $30 is not enough. So everybody will have to pay again to get a decent amount in the fund. The season of "money-giving" is here.

I got out of school at 6pm and walked back home with a Sec 4 friend who who just got back from extra lessons. Took a bus home, tired and hungry.

Got up to my house with an old friend. We didn't say anything at all because it was rather awkward. HAHA. So anyway, the lift was quiet. No noise, nothing. So I took out my MP3 and listened to the music.

When I got back home, dinner was ready. Glad it was.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 6:07 PM ( 0 comments )
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Worst day of the week ever! And sad news is it'll remain that way for this entire year!

History was the first lesson. To me, the lesson was dull and boring. We were in the AVA room watching a slideshow on Hitler and how he became president and all that kind of stuff. I almost fell asleep throughout the entire lesson but I managed to stay awake.

Then hell starts.

My day was horrible. We had 4 periods of Maths consecutively. A-math wasn't boring but E-math was. I don't quite like Mr. Ng's lessons as they are all boring. We studied 3 new functions for Trigonometry (A-math) today. But I have a quite strong foundation for the topic since I've already studied in tuition. Oh, and I have a piece of good news. I finally can understand Geometry. So, right now, I'll have to start doing more practice and get my shinnitz sorted out and perfect.

Recess was next. I ate spaghetti with a cheese hotdog. I'm beginning to dislike spaghetti so I'm going to eat from another selection probably tomorrow. Hell #2 starts. Double science for 4 periods. We had Physics test today and I found the test moderately easy/difficult. For Chemistry, we did a Titration practical. Damn - that was a lot of fun I tell ya. But not as fun as the past few practicals we did before. Mr. Lai was sort of angry at the class for coming in late and he was later irritated by Gideon who was talking away and not paying any attention. He said he has an issue with Gideon and I have to admit - I get irritated too whenever Gideon talks and he sits right behind me.

Lunch time next. I bought myself a H20 drink. When lunch was over, I felt restless and irritated. So I didn't bother to talk much after lunch was over. Someone said hi to me but I didn't reply back because I was honestly tired. So I'm sorry. You know who you are.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 3:49 PM ( 0 comments )
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
I can't update anymore. I know I've a lot more to update on but I'll do it once I get back from tuition. Bye =)

Continued...

For assembly later, there was a talk on HIV/AIDS. I found the talk very useful and indeed informative speaking from a prestige point of view. Later, they showed us pictures of the sex's genitals which I didn't find disgusting since it's part of the human body and all doctors know it isn't disgusting at all. However, I am disgusted by the immature fools who kept howling like a woof from the back of the hall. Honestly speaking, I have to agree with Mrs. Heng. She commented during History lesson that those bunch of kids are nothing but idiots. I was really irritated by their howlings. When the assembly was over, Mr. Chew took over and gave a lecture to the boys. I laughed at what he said. No, it's not stupid; in fact, it makes a lot of sense. He said, "The ones who laugh will be the first to get the infection." EHEHEEHE.

Later for Geography, I finally can understand a bit of what Mr. Chew is talking about. I've been reading the textbook over and over again and referred to my notes and guidebook for better information.

Tuition was alright. It was not that bad. I got to know a boy whom I thought was a gangster and in actual fact, a frequent smoker. Now, if you do know me quite well, I loath smokers but I'll take this boy as an exception. I want to know my tuition mates a lot better rather than keeping quiet, anti-socializing myself from the rest and getting my work done with 0% interaction. I only talked to him while I was walking my way down the staircase when he patted me on my back. He asked a few questions and I answered him because it's the only polite thing to do when someone asks you a question. We did a rather challenging and tough comprehension passage today. It was about NeuroScience and Animal Rights. I must say, the article was very interesting as a reading article since I'm quite interested in nerves and things like that. And for those who don't know, I do have the tuition in English. My English is horrible and I admit that which is why I'm having English tuition. Even though I do type in a good proper spelled out English and fantastic grammar [sarcastically but I'm laughing - sort of] in my blogs and during conversations, I do have my own weaknesses you know.

Eeeee. I have issues with the "th" sound. biatch. And I apologize for poor grammar/articulation/spelling errors. Right now, I'm sleepy and can't be botered typing in good english.

laters.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 9:50 PM ( 0 comments )
"Duh." I kept saying that during lesson time.

Morning started off roughly. All form teachers were called into the AVA room for an urgent meeting. When Ms. Picca got back, she was frustrated and angry over a matter: the mess in our classroom. Well, basically, our classroom was in a terrible mess. There were pieces of paper, shreds of newspaper, plastic bags lying on the floor. She came in and lectured us for 30 minutes. She told us the urgent meeting concerned the mess in classrooms. Mr. Neo said to the teachers, "I'm surprised you are willing to teach in a messy environment." It meant to be an insult to the teachers. Ms. Picca was then given a lecture by a HOD who she passed off as anonymous that the HOD hardly believe that our class will be able to clean up the mess before National Day and before the big appearance of a VIP who will be coming to our school on the 11 of August.

We were then told to clean up the entire classroom and arrange the files at the side tables neatly. All of us got out from our seats and started to do summer cleaning. Me and about 10 other students were at the right side table arranging the files. After arranging the files neatly, I took all unused newspaper and gave what I've collected to Esther since she's the recycling manager.

Then we settled down. For ONE time, our classroom is in a spick and span. We did oral practice (nonono - not that pervertic idea). Boring but fun.

I can't update anymore. I know I've a lot more to update on but I'll do it once I get back from tuition. Bye =)

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 5:43 PM ( 0 comments )
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
See the title? Uh-huh. I'm happy. Tuition cheered me up. The tutor is funny and never fails to make me laugh till my face turns butt red. We are on a new chapter now - Binomial Theorem. Remember the entry a few days back? I _though_ the chapter sounded way difficult but my thought failed me. Heh. The chapter isn't that bad. Better than sticking to Trigo Functions which suck in my opinion. Binomials are just about solving expressions to the power of 3, 4, 5 and above. No longer power 2. The working is very tedious though so you'll end with tonnes of careless mistakes and getting a big fat 0 on your paper.

*grins*

What else should I be updating on? I know I'm lacking the updates on school but I can't be bothered today. Not that anyone bothers to read my blog anyway. But what the hell? I don't mind if none reads my blog for as long as I know I can keep a log of my daily events/rants, I'm more than glad.

Earlier around 5-6pm, me and yu ying did our project online. Well, we sorta edited our work and then re-send again and again till we find no more mistakes in grammar/content. Our IPW project is going quite well... but I'm not too sure if our final product is ready since Pok Quen will be doing that task. He volunteered to do it so.. the rest of the 3 members were left with the multimedia presentation.

O-kay... I should be heading for bed any time soon. Curfew is up. I can't be on the computer for long hours you know. =D

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 10:02 PM ( 0 comments )
I am feeling blue over studies the past few weeks. I can't understand Mr. Ng's lessons at all and he's teaching a very important topic - Geometry and if I don't succeed in getting the concept well, I'm good as dead for the O levels.

I'm beginning to find myself joining the slackers club. I really don't want to. I have been reading the examples over and over again to the extreme that I've lost count. I was very upset after the e-math test today. I was practically lethargic and feeling restless. I had my head lying down on the table, hands crossed and eyes shut - just like a typical slacker. I know very well I could do the questions for the test but there wasn't enough time at all. I was brimming with confidence when I sat for the test and seems like it died on me after the test.

Another subject I was good at and now not is Geography. I'm trying very well to understand them but... let's just say it isn't going that well.

When I first got into 3E3, I know very well I won't be able to handle my subjects very well like I used to in lower sec. I even thought of going to 3E5 but I didn't because I consulted a friend and a teacher and their response calmed the thought down.

I apologize for this .. blue entry. I have a very splitting headache and in a very depressive situation right now.

I'm hoping tuition later will brighten things up a little bit.

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 4:41 PM ( 0 comments )
Monday, August 01, 2005
Starting off the entry today, here is something for you to laugh at. Okay, perhaps, it isn't laugh-able but whatever. You are free to laugh at my stupidity. I didn't realize it is already August which means less time online and more time on books. Frankly speaking, I hate this time of the year. The time when you hardly have any time for entertainment because of studies. My parents have limited my online time to 3 hours a day. But I'm limiting myself to 2 hours a day since I'll probably be staying back after school doing self revisions the start of next week.

There's a huge difference in upper sec life compared to lower sec life. For us boys, we all know how great it is to flaunt to the lower sec boys that we are wearing long pants and they aren't. For some, we say, "Shorty pants." to them. Rude, I know but I certainly am not one of them who says rude things to the lower sec boys. I'm sure most boys feel the same way. But the bad thing is that, our syllabus is getting heavier and heavier. So, what I'm trying to say is, the lower sec times are the BEST moment in my entire school life. I hated primary school and had no friends there but everything took about an entire different change. I made friends, got myself to socialize more with my friends from other classes and etc. I always looked forward to school each day and that includes on weekend. Believe it or not, up to you.

Enough about the rambling.

School went alright for me. I was almost late for school today. When I got to the morning assembly today, I realized they didn't reserve a space for me. I hate this and it leaves me a bad impression of the day. It's common sense you should leave a space for the person before your register number and it's so obvious I'm the one before the person. Anyway, I was last in line. I read an interesting article this morning in the YouthInk section. I can't remember the exact details but it's about teen smoking and pregnancy if I'm not wrong.

The lessons were fair and smooth-sailing. English lesson was conducted in the AVA which means cool man-made weather. EHEHEHE. But I got angry at Terence for his attitude. I had ask him politely if I could copy the summary corrections from him and guess what he said - "I didn't bring it lar..!" when I saw it myself with my two very shootbird yet sharp eyes on the bench. Anyway, I turned on my cold look when he asked me a few question later. I basically ignore him and gave him the, "whatever" look. We got notes for summary writing and did our summary corrections. Physics later, Mdm. Lim had to leave the class after the first bell rang and that means it's free period for the next 20 minutes. History was boring. When was history NEVER boring? For a-maths later, we worked on trigo stuff which is pretty easy. Next lesson, Mdm. Ho will be touching on trigo ratios and if there is time, she'll touch on the TOACAHSOH graphs as well as the COTSEC graphs. OKOK, more than enough update for the day.

So question of the day is:
Is it just me or is there anyone else out there who finds a year too short?

Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 4:08 PM ( 0 comments )
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