Today started out lovely. Soon after, the day turned its back on me. I got a mere 53 for my SS/History. I feel really disappointed. I really do. No words can describe how disappointed I am. I've always scored A1s/A2s for the past 2 years and the few months in Sec 3. And yes, I cried. I talked to Mrs. Heng about it. I won't tell you what she told me. But I'll be having another chat with her tomorrow after school.

I'm not that disappointed for Geography. I could have scored better but I didn't elaborate much on the details. Yes, I don't blame anyone but myself. It was my fault that I didn't elaborate on them.

Oh, just when you thought it's going to be fine and dandy after the second recess? No. It wasn't for me.

Failing English dealt me a great blow. I had never IN my WHOLE life failed English.

I'm just so shocked. And upset. Oh, those careless mistakes.

Dear English,

I really love you. Your oh-so wonderful Grammar and huge variety of vocabularies attracts me. But you are mean sometimes. I really hate it when times like this happens. When you are mean to me.

Will you just be a little bit more nice this time round, please? I really want to be promoted to Sec 4.

Love,
Ridzwan.

For your information, I've gotten OVER the failures.