Yeah, I bet all of you have experience this feeling at one point in time. The feeling of being upset over some matters.

I stayed back after school today and read up on a storybook. The title is The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night Time. Honestly speaking, I never liked reading books. But yes, this particular story... I'm quite interested. I've read the story up to page 34 for now. I'll be able to finish reading this book by next week hopefully. Anyway, I was forced into reading the storybook. Our class were the "rats" to start off the "Read Singapore" programme. The rest of the classes will have to read the storybooks after us.

Yeah. Anyway, while I was reading this book, I had this strange feeling. I felt upset all of a sudden. Now, if you think I'm being very emotional at this point in time, please close the window straight away. I don't need your comments.

If you know me well, I get upset very easily if I can't understand some things.. studies especially. I get really upset whenever I can't understand something.. it just makes me feel as though I'm stupid. I do admit that I have a pretty low self-esteem but I just don't know how to make myself more confident. Chemistry. I hate this Mole topic. HATEHATEHATE. I just can't understand what the hell it's all about. I've attempted a question.. and read the textbook over and over again but I just cant grasp the concept.

Even History. The best subject I am in followed by MT. I'm slacking so much in History. Seriously. From an A1 scorer for History to a B4 scorer. 3 grades down. SAD. English. The subject I am pretty good in. From a B4 to a C6. *sighs*

Now, I always look ahead the future. And I'm very sure if I continue what I'm doing now, I won't make it into a JC or a Poly to pursue a diploma in Mass Communications.

*bigsighs*

Sorry. I just don't like bottling up my feelings to myself. I rather vent my issues in my journal.

Yeah. Sorry.