I felt really nauseous and sick today. Halfway through doing my Chemistry TEST Practical, I was perspiring excessively. The problem has been with me ever since I was young and it has made me sad sometimes because I do *care* what others say when I'm perspiring. Their whispers, their loud comments makes me feel terrible. I know by now you readers are probably disgusted at "excessive perspiration" but it can't be helped. I've told Mr. Lai about this and he said I'll do the practical test some other day with the absentees. I have even opted for an aluminium-based powder but it doesn't work. Now the only option I'm left with is through surgery which is scary to think about. Because I've had a phobia of KNIVES. I can't even hold a knife properly. I'm talking to an online peer support group about my condition and I'm dicussing with them about the surgery and the risks involved. I told my Dad about what had happened today and he said he'll look for a specialist tomorrow morning and arrange an appointment for a better diagnostic. Maybe, I don't need a surgery afterall. They may be some other options the specialist should know.

So after Chemistry, I wasn't in the mood at all. I had felt so nauseous to the point that I didn't give a damn about today's History lesson. When the lesson was about to be over, I told Mrs. Heng I wasn't feeling well that day and said I would require extra lessons. And she said that is fine with her. So I'll need to fix a date for this. *nods*

Lunch was so dramatic. Alright, I apologize if you are reading this but don't worry, I'll keep your name(s) anonymous.

Guy 1: The person who lost the handphone and in turned blew up his temper.
Guy 2: The person who got hit on the head 3 times with a metal bottle.
Guy 3: Not necessarily an important person but he did his job rather well provoking Guy 1.

Guy 1 lost his handphone during lunch time and was looking everywhere for it. Just when recess was about to end, Guy 2 and Guy 3 told Guy 1 they had taken his handphone. You've got to know, Guy 1 has a foul temper whenever anybody provokes him but other than that, he's a sweet, nice, very active person. Immediately after he was told that, he took a chair and threw it across the classroom towards Guy 2 and Guy 3. He got back his handphone later and just when you thought it's going to end, Guy 2 just had to play his luck and provoked Guy 1 who couldn't stomach what Guy 2 said. Guy 1 chased after him with a metal bottle in his hand and pushed him but Guy 2 didn't fall. Guy 1 then pushed him to the right side table and hit Guy 2's head with the metal bottle 3 TIMES!! But thank goodness there wasn't any injury on the head. The other boys then took Guy 1 and I asked Guy 2 to move away from him. FAR AWAY from him because I know for myself Guy 1's temper like the back of my hand.

TATA. nothing else to update on. And I've English tuition tonight. :/ phark. and i haven't done my worksheet. omg wtflawl.