I am feeling blue over studies the past few weeks. I can't understand Mr. Ng's lessons at all and he's teaching a very important topic - Geometry and if I don't succeed in getting the concept well, I'm good as dead for the O levels.

I'm beginning to find myself joining the slackers club. I really don't want to. I have been reading the examples over and over again to the extreme that I've lost count. I was very upset after the e-math test today. I was practically lethargic and feeling restless. I had my head lying down on the table, hands crossed and eyes shut - just like a typical slacker. I know very well I could do the questions for the test but there wasn't enough time at all. I was brimming with confidence when I sat for the test and seems like it died on me after the test.

Another subject I was good at and now not is Geography. I'm trying very well to understand them but... let's just say it isn't going that well.

When I first got into 3E3, I know very well I won't be able to handle my subjects very well like I used to in lower sec. I even thought of going to 3E5 but I didn't because I consulted a friend and a teacher and their response calmed the thought down.

I apologize for this .. blue entry. I have a very splitting headache and in a very depressive situation right now.

I'm hoping tuition later will brighten things up a little bit.