Sorry this is one of those emo post.

I'm so stressed and not because of my studies. But because of life. Yes, I know, life is difficult, I gotta deal with it. I am trying to but it always fail. I'm at my wits end.

My parents are exchanging verbal abuse. My siblings and I get dragged in. And Brother is making a big fuss over food and refusing to throw away his old things. Mom's getting pissed off at my friends. She says I choose the wrong friends. The doctor I met today was a big jerk and gave some bad news to me.

I HATE THIS.

This week has been so horrible for me. But no matter how horrible it is, I'll never attempt suicide because I think it's stupid. This problem is temporary but death is permanent.

LOL, what the hell. This doesn't sound like the optimistic me.