Thursday, September 22, 2005
Morning was great. I enjoyed Math the most.
Then after recess, I was totally in a bad mood regarding the Malay project. I know very well I didn't do my part but there are also others who didn't do their part. So what the hell? I have to present by myself. ALONE? This is not fair to me. I am sorry I haven't done my part. I know that. But this week has been a harsh week in terms.. of social, personal life which I refuse to tell so I pretty much felt distracted and losing interest in things I normally love to do.
I'm also sorry if I had said hurtful things to my friends while I was in a bad mood. Like you guys probably know by now, I say out harsh words or push the class door on my way out with a loud bang when I'm in a bad mood so it's better to stay away from me if you see my expression a little bit unusual.
I was distracted during Physics lesson.. because I felt so horrible. Chemistry cheered me up a bit because I really enjoy Chemistry lessons even though I'm pretty bad at it. There wasn't much laughter in the class today because well.. I don't know. Mr. Lai must have his reasons. Anyway.. most of the students didn't even give a damn about the lessons. Some were talking away.. some had their heads on the table and others were sharing a table together.
Oh well. Went home soon after.. feeling pretty good although I still haven't got over what had happened today. Actually.. I had planned to go to the library to study but in the end I didn't because I was too tired. I studied from 4pm to 8pm.. Chemistry and A-Math. I guess I'm pretty clear on Chemistry but certainly not A-math!
Alrighty.. I'm gonna go now. *waves*
Then after recess, I was totally in a bad mood regarding the Malay project. I know very well I didn't do my part but there are also others who didn't do their part. So what the hell? I have to present by myself. ALONE? This is not fair to me. I am sorry I haven't done my part. I know that. But this week has been a harsh week in terms.. of social, personal life which I refuse to tell so I pretty much felt distracted and losing interest in things I normally love to do.
I'm also sorry if I had said hurtful things to my friends while I was in a bad mood. Like you guys probably know by now, I say out harsh words or push the class door on my way out with a loud bang when I'm in a bad mood so it's better to stay away from me if you see my expression a little bit unusual.
I was distracted during Physics lesson.. because I felt so horrible. Chemistry cheered me up a bit because I really enjoy Chemistry lessons even though I'm pretty bad at it. There wasn't much laughter in the class today because well.. I don't know. Mr. Lai must have his reasons. Anyway.. most of the students didn't even give a damn about the lessons. Some were talking away.. some had their heads on the table and others were sharing a table together.
Oh well. Went home soon after.. feeling pretty good although I still haven't got over what had happened today. Actually.. I had planned to go to the library to study but in the end I didn't because I was too tired. I studied from 4pm to 8pm.. Chemistry and A-Math. I guess I'm pretty clear on Chemistry but certainly not A-math!
Alrighty.. I'm gonna go now. *waves*
Posted by Ridzwan Haron at 8:03 PM
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