We've finally close our doors to guests now. We aren't planning to invite anyone else.

I feel blue. I had a fight with a friend about ten minutes ago, and it's making me feel as though I'm being grated over and over again. I'm baffled on what to do next. It seemed like she was trying to provoke me, as she knew that I'm short-tempered and easily antagonized by minor issues. She further aggravated the situation with irrational accusations that made me feel more worse. I tried making her believe me instead of the rumours and not doubt our friendship, but she refused to. It seems like I've come to two paths, both of which will lead me to a dead end. If she doesn't trust me, what's the point of remaining as friends? We weren't friends to start off with. As much as I abhor people who makes false accusations and treats me like dirt, I'll still forgive them. But this "friend"? She's a menace, nothing but trouble. She's a nuisance. And it's not advisable for me to be in this volatile situation. Hence, I've made a clean break with her.

I bet my two cents. She must be guffawing now. *smiles*

Don't worry. I'm fine, promptly choked on glee. =)

Putting in a little bit of life, does anyone have the book, "A Child Called It." I could possibly borrow? I want to read that book, but I don't want to spend my money on it. Or any other books I can borrow for the sake of pleasure in reading it?